(same day, after Clarke and Bellamy eat and they go to Linctavia's room)
*Knock, Knock*
"Hey, we just thought you'd like the company?" Clarke says as she cradels Cayden as she looks at him as Lincoln opens the door
"Yeah, sure. Come in." Lincoln says as Clarke and Bellamy walk into the room holding Cayden, Avery, and Eliza
"Hei ai goufa." Lincoln says as Clarke gives him back Cayden
(Translation; hi my son.)
"You okay?" Clarke says as Octavia hugs Clarke
"I'm fine." Octavia says with a sad smile as she pulls away from the hug
"Can Clarke and I talk for a few?" Octavia asks Lincoln and Bellamy
"Sure. We'll be in our room when your done." Bellamy says with a sad smile as he and Lincoln leave to Bellarke's room with the kids
"How are you honestly?" Clarke asks Octavia as they both sit on Linctavia's new bed
"I just hurts on the inside. Like my body feels fine, but the way I feel... It just hurts." Octavia says as they sit in the bed
"I don't know how much this hurts, but I know nobody should go through this. Especially us. We've been through so much already in the past few months." Clarke says to Octavia
"Do you think it happened because of Praimfaya?" Octavia asks Clarke cautiously
"Maybe. But it can just be that your body isn't ready for another child. That's why it happens to most people." Clarke says to Octavia as she holds her hand
"Raven's lucky this didn't happen to her. That's all she has left of Finn." Octavia says with her head down. Clarke becomes shocked
"Oh my God, don't tell her I just said that." Octavia rushingly says in realization that she told a secret
"How long have you known?" Clarke asks concerned
"A month. That's probaby why she ran out of the room when she saw me... covered in blood." Octavia says still holding on to Clarke's hands
"Don't worry. I'll going to talk to her later." Clarke says with a reliving look
"Just don't tell her that I told you." Octavia pleads to Clarke and Clarke nods in response
"You and Bell will be there tonight too right?" Octavia asks Clarke with a pleading look
"Of course... But don't you think you're ready for it? Isn't that too much to handle in one day." Clarke confindes to Octavia
"It is. But I just want to get it over with and try to enjoy the rest of my life without having to worry so much about it." Octavia replies to Clarke with a sad smile
"Okay. I'm here for you always, remember that, okay?"Clarke says with a smile to Octavia
"I will. I couldy ask for a better person to be apart of my family." Octavia says with a smile
"We're family. We always will be and nothing will ever change that. Not death, not sadness. Nothing will break us apart." Clarke says With a smile as she hugs Octavia.
"Can you get Bell now?" Octavia says as she pulls away from the hug and Clarke pulls out her radio
"Your turn Bell." Clarke says I to the radio to Bellamy
"Okay." Bellamy replies into the radio. Seconds later Bellamy is in the room.
"I'll see you later." Clarke says with a sad smile
"Yeah." Octavia replies with a sad smile and nod as Clarke wipes her tears and leaves for her and Bell's room
"You've been crying?" Octavia says as she walks towards Bellamy and looks into his sad eyes
"I hate seeing you hurt. This is the 2nd thing that I couldn't save you from and it hurts me so much that I can't do anything to save you from this pain." Bellamy says as he breaks down causing Octavia to break down too
"Bell, it's okay. You helped me through that and everything was good after that." Octavia says as she hugs her big brother in tears
"I just hate seeing you like this. You were so happy and now all of that is gone." Bellamy replies as they pull away from the hug still both in tears
"I know. It hurts so much. But I know you'll always be there for me." Octavia says as she manages to slowly stop crying. The same for Bellamy
"I will always take care of you because I'm your big brother." Bellamy says as Octavia wipes her tears
"Thank you Bell." Octavia says as she hugs Bellamy again
"Your my sister. Family is the most important thing. My sister my responsibility." Bellamy says with a smile as they hug
"You always say that." Octavia smiles while they still hug
"It's my job to protect you. Blake's will always stick together." Bellamy says as they pull away for the hug
"We do don't we?" Octavia says with a smile
"Perk of being a Blake is we care for each other after everything we've been though." Bellamy says and they hug
"That's why I love being your sister." Octavia says with a smile and Bellamy smiles back
"Now what would you like to do today?" Bellamy asks Octaviaas he grabs ahold of Octavia's hands
"I just want to lay in my bed with Lincoln and Cayden. Then later on we'll do the whole "ceremony" thing." Octavia says as she lets go of his grasp and goes back to sitting on the bed
"Your sure about this?" Bellamy asks unsurely
"No. Not really. But if I want to survive for a few more months then it needs to be done." Octabia replies to to Bellamy
"Okay. Well were here for you. All of us." Bellamy says with a smile
"I know your always there for me." Octavia says to Bellamy as he stands in front of her
"I'll bring them back to you." Bellamy says as he walks to the door
"Bellamy..." Octavia says as she stops Bellamy
"Yeah." Bellamy says as he stops his hand from opening the door
"I love you big brother." Octavia says to Bellamy causing his heart to beam of happiness
"I love you too little sis." Bellamy says to Octavia before he leaves the room to have Lincoln's and Cayden go back to their own room
(A/N: I know many of you were hoping for this to be about the ceremony, but I still need time to think about what to write and how to make it the best it can be. Anyways hope you enjoyed the chapter. Don't forget to vote and comment!!! ❤️💋)
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Fanfiction(On-Hold) Clarke Griffin lived on the Ark. She loves Bellamy Blake, who also lived on the Ark. They are now dating, but in secret. Nobody knew about their relationship, not even Clarke's mother. One day Clarke discovers she is pregnant with Bellamy'...
