THINGS I WANTED TO SAY BUT NEVER DID

to the boy I met in the bar...

Hey, Tony (changed name) ... at first I thought you were such a nice guy.

We talked a lot about different things like tattoos or previous relationships. How life goes, where we see each other in the future and all that stuff

--- This may seem boring to some, but do not you like simple conversations about all kinds of things? This not only helps you to get to know the other person but perhaps also yourself.——

back to the topic.

I have not had such a nice conversation for a long time and especially such an interesting conversation partner. It was important to you that I open myself and tell you more about me. Besides, you were also very open and entrusted to me things that did not know many before. After a few hours, you searched for body closeness and also found it. I somehow felt protected, which may seem strange, because we had only recently known each other. I know that you are a very good person and that's because of how you talked about your loved ones. Due to your very open nature, I felt a bit uncomfortable in the beginning, but the feeling you took quickly from me and it was pleasant.

There was tension in the air ...

I wondered how far it would go ...

and as it turned out you asked yourself the same. I saw the considerations in your eyes ... you could not asses me and that irritates you but in a positive sense...

What we gonna do?