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-- Love has nothing to do with reason. Love is unreasonable and therefore so f*king beautiful.--

It's been a few days, and nothing's changed in regards to my feelings.

...I don't know what I should do.. my life is just so miserable right now.

I know I have no right to complain. Even if I have done something wrong, I am still a person with feelings. And for sure I am a good person, even if my actions don't shed a good light on me.

I have talked to some people about the current situation, but I never felt like I had more answers to my questions than before.

It feels like my head is overflowing with bad thoughts and I have no chance to think clearly about things.

I feel like a person with two personalities. One is totally focused on a good school leaving certificate and the other gets her private life 0% on the line.

Even the weather sucks. 

I was told to do a pro/contra list, but I don't even know how to do that. I just can't think about it.

Well....I guess I have two options...

I can choose between "I should live my life" or "talk to him and keep it going."

What do u think ?

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