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Chapter 15 - I Miss Him

Andy's POV

"Too many things." I simply say, and to my surprise Luka stopped me by grabbing my shoulders. He peered down at me as my height is shorter, his blond hair flopping forward and his emerald green eyes were staring at my ocean blue ones, trying to understand why I was feeling like this. "If you need me I am here, you know." Luka consoled quietly as I smiled and nodded my head. He embracing me tightly as I hugged back. Burying my head into his shoulder and sniffing his pink striped top that smelled florally, not as sweet and nice as Rye's rose smell a detail that I miss, but this is still comforting neither the less. We then moved on inside the cafeteria, laughter joined with excited conversations and shouts bouncing off the walls. Model worthy barbie dolls are perched on the tables like exotic birds gossiping and giggling while they ate. Big muscular men chat loudly as they ate, one of them nursing a football. Groups of university students sit around the room laughing and causing all kinds of ruckus, all except one group in the back of the hall to the side out of the way. Sam and Shaun sit chatting quietly as they ate their food. We ventured to them; their brown eyes gleaming as they saw us.

Oh I miss Rye's beautiful honey eyes...

"Hey guys." Sam greeted, both smiling before giving Luka a soft kiss on the lips. I just smiled at them. They are so cute, and I am proud of them, I am happy that they are happy together and that they don't give a flying monkeys if someone is watching them. They love each other and that's what matters. After a few minutes Shaun's girlfriend came over too. She is beautiful, her hair is short and curly and its a warm cinnamon red, her ice blue eyes mysterious yet loving and her smile being so welcoming. I know how much Shaun loves her, she being the only person other than us that have seen through his flaws and loved him for who he really is. In all honesty they are perfect for each other, just like the other couple on this table. And then there is me... the boy who is starting to fall in love with the person who kidnapped him... The rest of the day was filled with teachers shouting and uneventful lessons stretching on.

Rye's POV I feel awful even more than before, I don't know but I feel strange, I feel... lost without him here... But why? Why do I feel this? I am not in love it's just that it was good having him here, hugging him, touching him, kissing him, I have been with so many people but I have never felt these sparkles, no one has ever even tried to touch me or talk to me about my past, no one has seen me cry, no one except him... No Ryan, you should stop. He left. It's been a week since he left. Just fucking get over it. But his melodic voice and- No. Get. Over. It. Okay... Then my phone buzzed making me jump a little. I took it in my hands and turned it on. I hope its Andy...