I want to go (a Carlisle X reader fanfic)

chapter 4 .

Y/n pov.

"Well fuck me"
I sighed dragging myself down the wall .Now in a sitting position.

2 days later

Carlisles POV

I am getting fairly worried .
Y/n hasn't came out of her room in two days .
I think I am going to check up on her .

Y/n POV

I hear footsteps .
I just know it's Carlisle.
Because everyone  is in there own rooms .
I'm just gonna tell him .
He would rather me be straight forward then  hiding it and then spilling out.

I heard my door open .
Carlisle sitting down next to me .
He turned to me ,looking me in my eyes .
"Y/n are you okay "
I took a deep breath in .
And closed my eyes to make it easier .
"I've got something to confess "
I opened my eyes.
And saw him nod for me to keep on speaking .

I closed my eyes ,breathed in and sighed into my semi rant .

"Ever since I met you I've had a crush on you .
And when I hugged you two days ago  I felt different .
So I asked Sam about it and he said ...  That whoever I was talking about .
I imprinted on  .
And that person was you "

I opened my eyes to take in his reaction .

He had a cheeky smirk on his lips .
His eyes looking into my eyes.
"I thought wolves couldn't imprint on vampires"

He said still smiling .

"I guess me being a vampire too broadened my imprinting horizons "

I said a chuckle leaving me .

I closed my eyes waiting for a response from Carlisle .

"Well y/n what do you want to do about that "

I opened my eyes .
If I could I would be blushing  right now.

I took another deep breath .

"I was thinking try to get to know each other a bit better .
And then if you want to .
We..could try being a romantic couple  aka boyfriend and girlfriend "

I took in a breath and looked at him.
His grin wider then before .
He leaned forward an said.

"I would like that very much y/n "

I let out a deep breath.
And hugged Carlisle as tight as ever .

"It feels a lot better now that I've got it off my chest "

Carlisle stroked my hair .
"Me to I'm glad you did .
It's been hard not being able to see you as much .
Now  can you come down stairs and face the world ."

I separated my  arms now around his neck .
"You know what .
I think I can ."

We was both gonna go downstairs ...
When I  hissed .
A loud grumble coming from her stomach .

"I haven't eaten since my last hunt 3 days ago "

I was shocked she even lasted that long without complaining .

I took her hand in mine .
"Let's go see if your bear friend is ok with donating a bit of blood "

I  smiled and skipped behind him .
"I am so lucky ".

Half an hour later

We came back both our  bellys full up .

Edward stood in front of me .

"You imprinted on him didn't you "

"Edward you know I can't control it "

That's when I heard his bedroom door .

"BANG "

I ran after him I crashed into fetus position crying into the carpet outside of his door.

I sat there screaming in my head .
"I'm so sorry Edward I'm so so sorry pleas forgive me .
Pleas "
I just walk zombie like to my bedroom.
Strongly craving some Ben and Jerry's and Netflix .

I'll just go to sleep .
Escape the world in a healthy fashion.

And hopefully when I wake Edward won't be so pissed at me .

I then slept there on the spot .
My only safety blanket that doesn't harm me or others.