Edward hated me now .
I just knew it.
Now I just hate myself .
I just sheild my thoughts and cry on my bed .
Just hoping and praying nobody notices.
If at all I just hope they don't pity me .
Or I just really hope that there's nothing sharp around.
I jumped out of my bed and sped down stairs to where I knew Carlisle was.
I whispered a low" hi" .
He whipped around to me noticing my tear stained cheeks.
I held him tightly as I said.
"I felt the urge to self harm .
So I remember what you said and came down to you .I couldn't trust myself .let alone tolerate myself "
He then sat me on his lap and nuzzled into me .
I snuggled back and almost fell a sleep.
I sighed deeply and drifted of to y/n world .
Edward was in my dream .
I knew it was on purpose .
He stared at me and said you will be mine .
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I want to go (a Carlisle X reader fanfic)
FanfictionY/n attempts suicide in her favourite Forrest . When Carlisle finds her on the brink of death . He does the only thing he can . Esme isn't in this . I think she's amazing but for this story to work she isn't
