xxv. family

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Family

That's a nostalgic word

It feels very

f o r e i g n

He finds himself already in
front of his building,

wondering when he
got there

He doesn't seem
to be moving,

he walks away

away from the building

He doesn't have a
destination

He lets his
legs take him
wherever

That wherever
seemed to be

the playground

Somewhere he's
been to

a very long time ago

When he was still
a very little boy

When he still had
friends

When his family
was c o m p l e t e

"Family..."
the words slip out of
his mouth, the word
tasting weird

He sits on a swing,
dropping his bag

He thinks
and he thinks
and he thinks
and he thinks
and he thinks
and he thinks
and he thinks
—until there's nothing more

He looks up

his eyelids feeling heavier,

he reaches his hand out to the sky

as if wanting to grab the twinkling light

"They're so far...

just like...

her."

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