Chapter Eight

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Omniscient POV:

"Hey..." Nevaeh greeted Toni as she closed her door

Toni licked her lips nodding before setting her freshly rolled blunt in her ash tray

"Wassup mama. You ready to talk now?" Toni asked and Vaeh nodded shyly her face heating up

"Look at yo lil blushin ass Ian even did shit but come on talk." Toni chuckled leaning back in her seat turning her radio down so she could hear clearly

Nevaeh cleared her throat sitting straight

"Okay...so last night. Umm I talked to my mom and she said that I— this is so awkward." She cut herself off but Toni laughed

"Nah it ain't we grown havin a conversation come on what ma say?" Toni said keeping her on track

"Oh yeah she said I definitely was in sub space and that it's a big thing that I fell into it so easily with you. But I just wanted to thank you for taking care of me afterwards." She said and Toni nodded

"Now I just wanna know where are we going to go from this stay best friends? Fuck buddies? Like what?" She asked and Toni sighed rubbing her hands down her face

"Well ion know man I love you real Shit and I definitely got feelings fa you shorty last night proved that. But ion wanna fuck up years of friendship by us getting together you get me?" Toni said and Nevaeh nodded that had been on her mind also

She knew that she couldn't not have Toni's mouth on her again. But she also knew the risks of "fuck buddies" and also the risk of best friends getting in relationships just to break up and cut each other off and she loved Toni to much to lose her.

"Yeah I was thinking about that but I think umm..I think that we should just move on from it..because  I just really don't wanna fuck up our friendship." Nevaeh said and Toni licked her lips nodding

"Yeah fasho..." She said but Toni knew that that wasn't going to work. Nevaeh been hers since 9th grade and just ain't know it. Toni had an  attachment  to Nevaeh but now since she done ate her out and seen the way her body reacted to her she was definitely hers she just had to ease Nevaeh into it.

She knew Nevaeh was innocent never had a relationship nor talked to anyone in that manner so she had to just show her that they could be together and it wouldn't mess up their friendship because Toni didn't wanna lose their friendship either even if the "relationship" didn't work out.

"Well umm I definitely don't want it to be awkward between us." Nevaeh said tucking her hair behind her ear looking at her best friend who slouched down in her seat parting her legs

"It won't be as long as you don't make it awkward. It is what it is what happened happened ain't shit we can do about it now. It's ova' with we ain't gotta talk about it nomo mama." Toni licked her lips waiting for a response chuckling at the way Nevaeh blushed

"Okay good. I won't talk about it— matter fact it never happened!" Nevaeh said and Toni nodded laughing

"Fasho but I gotta make some runs so ima talk to you later. Ight?" Toni said and Nevaeh nodded reaching over to give her a hug

Toni gratefully accepted it before tapping her arm because she really had to get going.

"Ight I love you be safe please." Nevaeh said looking Toni in her eyes making sure she heard her

"Of course love you shorty." She chuckled watching Nevaeh walk in the house and close the door before pulling off.

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"Okayyyy but if you know that you have feelings for her then why did u say you only wanted to be friends?" Keah tossed some hot fries in her mouth before looking at Nevaeh side ways

Nevaeh had called Keah up so she could talk to her and get some advice because after the conversation her and Toni had she didn't know how she felt. She felt like she did the right thing but then again she felt like she should've been honest.

Nevaeh groaned throwing her head back at Keah frustration taking over her. She was so mad at herself and confused she didn't even think she liked girls. She was also mad at herself because she shouldn't have let Toni get so close to her anyways.

"Becauseeee I don't wanna fuck up our friendship tryna have a relationship..like if me and her fell out I would be so fucked up. We've been best friends forever now and when you jump in a relationship with your best friend it usually always goes wrong."

"And then I didn't even think I liked girls..I mean I would catch myself looking at her and thinking like "damn she fine" type shit but Ian think I was "get my coochie ate" type gay. Like shit I should've never did that with her cuz now my feeling are everywhere. I know that I have feelings for her and I think she has them for me but I'm not sure and I really don't wanna fuck shit up what do I doooo?" Nevaeh whined and Keah laughed

"Girl.. talk to her! Tell her the truth tell her how you really feel and just see what she says Toni is a very open and honest person you know that. Y'all just need to talk and be honest. I know Toni don't wanna be just friends with you we've all known that since we was in high school. So like my advice talk to her and tell her how you really feel." Keah said and Nevaeh nodded putting her head in her hands

This whole situation was stressing her out. She knew her best friend and she knew that she wouldn't like get mad at her for lying and she would be understanding but she was just scared at what Toni would say. What if she said she didn't feel the same way? What if she said she did feel the same way? She's never been in a relationship

"You know I've never been in a relationship...situationship any of that so I wouldn't even know what to do! I don't know how to eat coochie like how would that even work?" She groaned now having more to worry about

Nevaeh glared at Keah before throwing her cheddar popcorn at her because Keah was supposed to be giving her advice but instead she was laughing at her.

"Im sorry! I'm sorry!— whew shit you funny as shit. But honestly you might not even have to touch on her she might be a touch me not." She said and Nevaeh looked confused so she explained

"Touch me not? Like a touch me not is basically someone who doesn't like being touch and or stimulated when their having sexual relations she could be that. Or she could also not be that and want you to eat her coochie just ask her." Keah shrugged spinning in Nevaehs white spinny chair she had sitting at her Vanity

"Why would I ask her that? That's not suspicious to you?"

"No.. not really your her best friend just casually ask her say you saw a video on TikTok or some shit and wanted to know. Or don't ask her shit I don't know." Keah said and Nevaeh rolled her eyes before they both started laughing

She was just tryna laugh the stress away she didn't know what she was going to do.

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