Falling For Him

Chapter Fourteen

When Kai had texted Noelle he realized he didn't exactly know what he was going to tell her. They decided to meet up later in the day to chat and drink some coffee.

He plopped down on his bed and sighed. What did this mean for him? He wanted to kiss his best friend who was a guy.

The thought exited him but it also scared him. A lot. He wasn't straight. Kai wasn't exactly shocked about his sexuality since he's never actually been attracted to any girls at all. The only person who he thought was beautiful had always been Nicolas.

The only person who made his heart flutter, and his cheeks blush had only been his best friend. How had Kai not realized this before?

But was he gay? Or..?

He wondered how he can figure it out. Maybe he was attracted to girls but he just didn't meet any that attracted him. His mind ran back to Mary and he shuddered.

The way she had tried to make him like her was horrific but despite all of her efforts Kai had never felt the urge to do anything with her or pursue her. That doesn't mean she wasn't pretty but she just didn't appeal to him. But now Kai knew how ugly she was in the inside and really wanted nothing to do with a girl like her.

Or any girls.

Did that mean he could like other guys? The thought of liking anyone who wasn't Nicolas made him uncomfortable. He decided the best way to know was to look up celebrities and see if he thought they were attractive to him.

He looked up girls again to make sure, but as he thought he didn't feel anything at all. They were all very pretty but not what he preferred.

Then he looked up men and scrolled through the pictures. He stopped at one and really stared at him. He didn't know who it was, he figured he was a model. But what made him stop was the fact that he reminded him of Nicolas.

His black shirt was unbuttoned and his toned chest was the main focus of the picture. Kai looked at his face and realized that this man was very handsome. He looked back at his chest before groaning and throwing his phone over his head.

So he could be attracted to other guys. But he didn't need to be because he had Nicolas so he decided no more looking at shirtless celebrities.

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Kai sipped on his coffee as he waited for Noelle to come. Glancing around the small cafe he smiled, feeling contented. There was soft melody playing in the background and everyone in the cafe just looked very peaceful which made Kai happy.

He had done a bit more research to confirm his sexuality for himself and feel at ease and now he was sure of his feelings. He was gay and he liked Nicolas.

He wanted Nicolas to be the first person he tells about his new found discoveries but he was also terrified of his best friend's reaction. And there was the part where he also had to tell Nicolas about his feelings and he definitely wasn't ready for that one yet.

"Hi Kai." He looked up to see Noelle and smiled at her, "Hey."

She sat down from accros him and he slid her coffee, that he had ordered for her, to her and she gave him a grateful smile. Kai looked at Noelle and realized she looked different. Her dark skin was glowing and her eyes were twinkling with happiness.

"Did something happen?" He asked with a small smile and she looked away, biting her lip.

"Arthur and I..." She whispered looking around and Kai's eyes widened.

"You guys...?" He also whispered and she nodded trying to contain her smile.

"How? When?" Kai eagerly asked and she looked down at her coffee.