the book of whimsy ✓

confessions to an angel

once i loved a boy with angel wings... hope you enjoy!

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i hate you

i hate you and your

feathered wings

and your bright eyes

i hate your halo

i hate your perfect

smile

and your charm

i hate the way you

released butterflies

in my stomach

where butterflies

don't belong

i hate how you

laughed

and i believed it

was just for me

i hate how you made

me believe

in god or happiness

or something like

that

i hate that you

tore me down

without touching me

and through

words that went

unspoken

you broke me

i hate the way you

were perfect

in every way

i hate the way

i loved you

too hard and

too fast

i hate the way

i fell for you

all the way from

heaven

it was a long drop

for a girl

without wings

but i love you

and i love what you

taught me

and i love the way you

listened

i love the way you

forced me to

love myself

i love your laugh

and your eyes

and your smile

and even your

cheesy golden

halo

and your angel wings

in the end

there is a fine line

between love and

hate

or so i've been

told

in between giggles

from girls in

hallways

but i toed the line

and i crossed it

paid dearly for it

too

so here i am

confessing

that while i hated

you

it was not because

you are an angel

it was because

i would walk through

hell

for you

but you're comfortable

up there

in heaven