as you will learn as the poem goes on, i like to overthink things :) hbu?
---
you made me
laugh
today
a couple of times
and i know i said
i was
done
writing about us
but i thought
we
were done too
and i guess
we're not
or at least
that's what my
friends
say
but i think
they're
overthinking it
overthinking your
words
and
smiles
and how you
stayed up till
3:00 AM
to wish me a
happy new year
since you live
far away
anyways
you made me
laugh
you made me
smile
that's nothing
new
your words
always
bring a
smile
to my face
and i know you
said
we should just be
friends
but i don't
want to be
friends
with you
i want to be
more
than
that
i know it seems
weird
to you
or something
uncomfortable
what was the word
you used?
unexpected
but life is
unexpected
full of
twists
and
turns
do you think
i
expected it?
do you think
i
expected to
fall in love
with you?
i didn't
i just wanted
a friend
like you do now
but now
i'm not so
sure
that i can be
friends
with you
this poem
has no direction
much like our
relationship
which doesn't
exist
and my life
which i've just
about
lost all hope
for
i spend my
days
talking to you
and watching
the office
even though
netflix
got rid of it
you were the
one
who told me
so i couldn't even
be mad
about it
all i could
think about
was that
you
were still
talking to me
and i
never
wanted you to
stop
i like to
tease you
i think our
banter
is funny
i think we were
made
for each other
in some sense
i can see it
in my mind's eye
i can see
you
in my arms
you have no idea
how bad
i want that
no idea
anyhow
it's getting
late
though nowhere
near
3:00 AM
i hope that
someday
something
changes
and you
love me
back
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