"They say sometimes the road of life takes an unexpected turn, and you don't have no choice but to follow it and end up in place where you are supposed to be"
A mesmerizingly beautiful, altruistic, feisty, adamant, self-reliant. She is obedient daug...
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I anchored my attention on the wall ahead and fisted my palms halting myself from stopping her and telling her I have no fucking lover in my life... I never had one and now it's just her everywhere I go it's only her in my mind, the strain in her voice didn't go unnoticed, and she climbed upstairs without even glancing at me,
I could see tears in her eyes I gritted my teeth hard my fist connected to the wall ahead as the Fury within me began to suffocate me, I ran my fingers through my hair, I had crossed the extremity she thought of herself as a prisoner and I agreed,
When this is what I planned to happen to keep her away from getting closer to me to hate me then why? Why the fucking hell! My heart is burning when I see her cry...? Why I felt like punching myself when disappointment, and hurt was all I could see in her eyes, this is what love does to people make them do what they never thought they would. Is it what this love causes hopelessness? And make you venerable...?
I had to do this I'm no fool to ignore the way she has begun to be soft towards me and I could see the hope and something very strong in her eyes for me last night but I can't let her like me even, it's not good for her I'm not good for her, and if I don't stop her bending to me like this then I won't be able to let her go,
I sat on a dining chair burying my face between my palms, but a big part of me wants to go to her hold her tight in my arms and tell her that I remember last night, every second I spent with her I remember, but I can't... I don't deserve her, she doesn't deserve to be here, I slammed my fist on the dining table, I closed my eyes, and took long deep breaths,
Right now nothing matters only this, she has not eaten anything since the morning she is starving I need to feed her but the way I fucked up she won't listen to me, now I have to make big-time efforts to feed the most stubborn woman, my stubborn woman.
*** I stared at the tray in my hand, I thought preparing her favorite food for her would be a good idea for which I had to call Maria to know Adira's favorite to say she was shocked would be an understatement and I'm standing here currently thinking what this woman has done with me? I never thought I would be cooking to persuade a woman, but here I'm really going to do this because it's unbearable that she is hurt by what said,
I went straight up to her room, but the door was closed, I knocked, but no answer came, "Adira..." I called up yet but she didn't answer I creased my eyebrows, is she sleeping or ignoring me purposely growing impatient I didn't knock again instead I turned the doorknob and opened it, and stepped in, her enchanting scent welcomed me not her presence, I looked around the room, where she went? As I turned to walk out of the room to find, her bathroom door click opened, my feet halted the woman who is changing me beyond belief stepped in the room, a towel was wrapped around her perfect figure,
I couldn't stop to admire the precious beauty in front of me, her plum lips were wet so she was whole, heart under my chest drummed hard she gasped as soon as her eyes landed on me, and her hazel brown pupils came out she tightened her grip on the towel, "What are doing here...!" She exclaimed at the top of her lungs her cheeks tinted red, but the thing I noticed was her beautiful eyes swollen slightly red indicating that she had cried this thought squeezed my heart, I shouldn't have been damn ashhole to her,
