Lo'ak was getting use to the land out of his new home even due he was allowed to stay and given his now home, that will grow over the years. Lo'ak was slowly learning about the clan he had been welcome into, since he arrived here and had been brought here. The place of his new home had experience many type of weather, that was the information told to him by the feyya and the other adults they came to bring him food. There were many mountains and small inlands that surround the place he was calling home now, he had only see a fee thing from the inside of his home as he had yet leave his home no one could blame the poor boy.
Lo'ak " ......." lo'ak was having his morning meal alone in his new home as he eat the meal he remembers his mom, wait Neytiri had made for him when he was younger. Eating the meal had brought sadness to the boys face as she was remembering all the happy memories with his parent and his siblings. That when lo'ak had caught himself again they were no longer his parents and siblings they are Tokru makto and his family.
???? " lo'ak" lo'ak had looked up from his meal to see feyya standing there, she looked at the boy she had come to check up on him.
Loak " welcome tshaik Feyaa"
Feyaa " hello young man I had come to see you"
Loak " oh please come inside" feyya had nodded her head soon stepping into the home and looking at the boy, she could tell something was the matter with the boy.
Feyaa " you know it okay to cry even the mightiest warriors cry"
Loak " my grandmother used to say that to me when I felt sad or fear"
Feyaa " Mo'at is a wise women she had raised you well"
Loak " you know of my grandmother"
Feyaa " yes we were once closed but that old times she had made sure you were raised well my child, but I and there other women who have come to see you have noticed something the matter ... so tell me child what the matter" feyya was using a sweet tone of voice as she was worried about the boy, even due loak was health he had yet to leave the home and meet the others of the clan.
Loak " I feel lost and broken"
Feyaa " why my child"
Look " my family, my clan, and everyone else all they saw when they looked at me was an outcast and freak ... even my own dad and sister who are like me were welcome and I was not"
Feyaa " speak more"
Loak " all my life I did my best trying to be a good student to my former mentor tsuety and helper around the clan... all so I can get my dad to look at me and say he see me and love me ... I just wanted my dad love and for him to hold my arm up to everyone and say I'm his boy and his son"
Feyaa " ......"
Loak " no matter what I did I was seen as mess up or shameful child even when I befriend payakan and outcast of the ocean navi, I was seen demon child" tears were falling down loak face as he was letting all his angry go he was now seeing how much emotion he had been holding in all of these years. He soon felt someone hug him it was feyya she wad mad to see how this boy who was a child of eywa had been fighting for the love he didn't get back.
Feyaa " you are a wonderful child even due you don't act like other you are still a true navi even due you gave five fingers, eywa see you my child no matter what other say"
Feyaa " come with me there is something that can help you get dressed and I w8ll take you there"
Loak " yes ma'am" Lo'ak had nodded his head as Feyya had left the home he soon got dressed into the proper clothes to wear outside, he was soon made his way outside.
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No longer a sully
قصص الهواةWhen someone comes from a navi family where everyone else is successful and praised by the clan, it always hard to live up to that status if you are seen as the family black sheep or shame. That was lo'ak life as he could never do anything right in...
