chasing the boys ✔️ (cut version)

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Xavi
today

Xavi:
You know I'll respect what you want.
I'll do everything you ask.
But fuck, Jello. Natatakot ako.
Babalikan mo naman ako, di ba?

Anjo:
Siguro?
Mahal pa naman kita e
I just need space
To think
And to process it all
Kasi shet, Xavi
Confident akong tao
Pero parang nagkaka-insecurity yata ako dahil sa mga nangyari sakin lately
I need time to fix this
I can't promise ano magiging decision ko sa dulo
Pero for now
Mahal naman kita
Kailangan ko lang ng space to think

Xavi:
Alright.
If that's what you want.
Masakit but I'll understand. This is the consequence of what I did so I accept it.
Di ko kaya.
Di ko kayang lumayo sayo.
But if space is what you want and what will give you peace, then for you, I will.
Pero please, Jello.
At the end of your healing, balikan mo ko.
I won't be able to deal with it if I lose you now.
A second chance to make up for everything is all I ask.
I will do everything I can to take care of you better.
Basta balikan mo lang ako.
I can only let you go if you'll give me that reassurance.

X A 🔒 @prvtaccnt
Because I can't.

X A 🔒 @prvtaccnt
I can't bear to lose you again.

X A 🔒 @prvtaccnt
I've already fallen so deep.

X A 🔒 @prvtaccnt
I don't know what else to do if I lose you for good.

Xavi
today

Xavi:
So please.
Please.
Once you completely forgive me, please balikan mo ko.