9.warmth + cold

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Your my heart...!!

My life ..!!

My existence...✨!

Dear diary .!!

I have only few days to be alive . I don't want to let them suffer but at the same time I can't imagine this ..!!

I don't know about my feelings for him but i want to see him .. I'm feeling guilty.. but for what ..? I don't know..!!

I want to see them all .. i want to be there .. !! I want to be with them ..!!

I don't know how they are doing . I don't know how he is doing.. and I don't know how my girl is doing ...!!

Are they missing me ..? Are they searching for me ..?

I only have unanswered questions..? Who will answer this ..!!

Oh god ..!! Don't let another soul to suffer like me ..!! I always craved for one thing ..!! That is to feel love .. when i got that .. it disappeared.. may be I don't deserve it ...!!

I just want to keep mu surroundings happy..!! Will it happen..?

All of them are suffering because of me ..!!

Is it my fate ..?

Kirthi 's pov :

After narrating our whole story to both lawyer uncle and police uncle ..!! We are get to go ..!! After bidding bye's to them , we came outside the cafe ..!! And it was past 5:30 and we don't know where to go .. so, i voiced out my thoughts...!!

Kirthi : ipo enga porathu ..?

Krish : engiyathu polam .. night sapata aprom hotel ku poikalam ..! 

Karthik : okey ..!

Kirthi : apdina ipo namba beach ku polama ..?

Krish : polame ..!

We don't know the way . So, i was leading them by seeing Google map .

Krish: inum evlo neram kullakathirika..!

Kirthi : just shut and come ..!!

Krish : its already 6:30 ..!

Kirthi : so .. ( with attitude )

Krish : machan .. un thangachi ta solli vei .. romba than pandra ..!! ( Towards karthik )

Kirthi : anga ena satham ..!!

Krish : olunga seikiram poidu .. illana ne avlothan..!!

Kirthi : 😏

After 10 min we reached the beach.. in this beach there is a pet shop ..!!

Karthik : dei .. neenga ulla ponga .. na varen ..!!

Krish : enga da pora ..?

Karthik : solren .. avala paathukoo ..!

Krish : poi thola ..!

Then myself and that idiot went near the sea..!!

It was a very good feel ..!! The warmth in the sand .. chill water and especially the breeze.. it was just a bliss ..!!

There are not many people in the beach.. just few .. due to weekdays ..!!

Kirthi : semiya irukula ..!!

Krish : hmm ama ..!!

Kirthi : seri va .. anga poi ukkaralam ..!!

The sky was dark .. as the time was past 7:00

Krish : cha .. stars lam paren .. semiya irukula .. athum ellam bunch bunch aa..! 

Kirthi : inga irunthu paaka athalam together aa iruka mari than iruku .. but , oru oru stars kum evlo distance irukunu theriyuma ..? We don't the distance between the stars .. we don't know their longings ..!!

Krish just takes my hand with him ..!! His hand is full of warmth where as mune was full of cold ..!! I think it's how we are ..? . He just interlinked our hands..!!

Krish : do you know why they have this much distance..?

Kirthi : isn't this a concept of universe..!!

Krish : exactly , if they don't have this distance means they can't survive.. !  They can't shine ..! They won't stand alone ..!! And each stars has its own way ..!! Some stars may shine today .. some may shine tomorrow...!! But , definitely they will ...!!

I was silently watching him ..!! I don't know thi idiot can speak something like that ..!! He was still speaking while watching the stars ..!!

Krish : everything has it's time ..!! And every star is not alone ..!! It has millions and millions of stars surrounding it .. it just we can't see ...!!

I don't know when i started to feel sleepy.. !! Slowly i drowned in the ocean of sleep ..!!

Karthik pov :

We are in Kanyakumari to see ranjini ..!! I don't why she didn't pick our calls nor replied to our messages ..!!

After meeting her aunt , we can't understand how she is doing ..? And she don't know that her parents are killed for that property..!! Is really the people are doing like that ..? How will she take it ..?

I want to see her .. but , I can't...!!

When we went to the bench .. !! There is this pet shop which reminds me of her .. !! My ini ❤️

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