XXVI. This was the first time.

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                                     and my makeup was ruined
with tears all across my blood-gushed cheeks,
so like the red fruit of my lost summer time.

i felt blood-hot as alba
when the sink hit my wrist --

and i saw red in what i washed down:
      (chased down in rotten sleep
   when you were sick in my hands)
and i tried i escaped i escape you all

ways: in tarmac treads and traffic lights:
        they flash red and the imagined
      -- no: dreamt the morning after --
screech of car brakes; patio chalk drawings
from a child's dusty fist; but just a vomit kiss 

instead.

(02/12/2017)

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(02/12/2017)

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