and my makeup was ruined
with tears all across my blood-gushed cheeks,
so like the red fruit of my lost summer time.i felt blood-hot as alba
when the sink hit my wrist --and i saw red in what i washed down:
(chased down in rotten sleep
when you were sick in my hands)
and i tried i escaped i escape you allways: in tarmac treads and traffic lights:
they flash red and the imagined
-- no: dreamt the morning after --
screech of car brakes; patio chalk drawings
from a child's dusty fist; but just a vomit kissinstead.
(02/12/2017)
YOU ARE READING
Have you seen the Lost Boys?
Poetryharking back to an earlier poem of mine: poor wendy -- all the heroines get left behind. but she was a darling after all. yes, i very much have tears in my eyes. and it shall be hard to see, and sometimes i won't want to, but i will go on looking an...