after a while i let my feet drag
in the water : it is a pinch of salt
dream punch that made me glad
to see you : later i'm not myself when i lull .after a while there is a light fog
of rain in my hair : you are
lamplight yellowed helloed by birds
which sing though the day is far —a hand — his hand — guides my face
a jaw not sore : alcohol fused with the pavement
on these knees the lace of a skirt : i bring
up the day tear-mixed — sickly kiss —you do not know how this eye
rolls and flickers on your abdomen
with his fingers hooked in my hair :
the disconnect as you murmur to a girlbut my mouth is full : of you
and i gaze at a lamppost and hear voices
ask : why are you here : sweet thing ?
i do not taste sweet i taste saltsea water how i wish i had leapt over the harbour —
(28/12/2017)
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Have you seen the Lost Boys?
Poetryharking back to an earlier poem of mine: poor wendy -- all the heroines get left behind. but she was a darling after all. yes, i very much have tears in my eyes. and it shall be hard to see, and sometimes i won't want to, but i will go on looking an...