I'm Fine | Larry Stylinson

Chapter 13

*Harry's POV*🐸

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Louis smashed his lips against mine. At first I was in shock and didn't do anything then I began kissing him back.

His small lips felt perfect against my plump ones. We kissed for quite a while. And then I realized what I was doing

I pushed away from him. He looked at me ashamed of what he had done. I wanted to comfort him and kiss him again but adrenaline ran through my body and i wasn't sure what I was doing.

I ran down the stairs into the kitchen of the house I heard Louis running after me. Every part of my body wanted to stop. No don't do this Harry. I told myself but I didn't listen.

I went up to Sarah and kissed her. She kissed back immediately. But I didn't feel anything no spark. I kissed her longer hoping the spark would appear but it didn't.

I pulled away from her. Maybe it was because I didn't have any feelings for Sarah. I walked over to a girl I thought was pretty cute and kissed her. She kissed me back surprisingly but still I felt nothing.

I kissed a lot of other girls but I still didn't feel anything. All of their lips were to soft not rough like Louis's

I was about to kiss another girl and she looked ready for it too, but suddenly Liam grabbed me and held me back

"Harry what are you doing"Liam yells over the music holding me back

"Liam let me go!!" I yell at him

"Harry!! You can't just kiss every girl you see!!" Liam shouts at me

"Liam you don't understand!! I don't feel anything Liam!! I can't stop!! I don't feel anything" I repeat over and over again

A crowd gathers around us I scan each face frantically I don't even realize I'm looking for Louis

"Harry calm down!! Breathe!!" Liam tells me after I start hyperventilating

"Liam I don't feel anything anymore did I ever feel?! I don't feel anything!!" I yell

"H buddy maybe you got to drunk let's get you home" Liam says worried

"No no let me just try let me jus-" I stop when I makes eye contact with Louis

He had tears running down his face I wanna hug him and kiss him and tell him everything's gonna be alright. But I just stare at him.

Liam pulls me away from the crowd and tells Louis to call the rest of the boys.

"I'll be waiting in the car alright?" Liam tells Louis.

We walk outside. I look down looking like I'm being arrested by Liam. He pulls me into the passenger seat and makes his way to the drivers seat

"Harry please tell me what's happening" Liam asks me

"He kissed me Liam" I say in between hyperventilating

"Who kissed you?" Liam asks though I think he already knows

"Louis" I say

"So why'd you kiss all those girls?" Liam asks

"I was trying to see if I felt something after kissing Louis. But didn't feel anything Liam, the kisses caused me no delight" I say

"Harr-" Liam says just then Niall barges into the car

"Harry are you okay Louis told me something happened I even left my cake for you" Niall says all in one breath

"He's fine Niall but we should get him home" Liam says looking for the 2 other boys

Zayn comes in and sits next to Niall

"You okay man? Why are you hyperventilating?" Zayn asks

"Where's Louis?" I ask ignoring his questions

"He's inside he's crying like crazy" Zayn says shrugging

What have I done? I've caused Louis pain like he already wasn't going through enough.

Louis walks into the car and true to Zayn's words he's crying really hard. I want to comfort him I really do but I'm still trying to breathe.

I see Liam give Louis a look and I want to slap him because that'll only make Louis feel worse when he didn't anything wrong

We drive and drop off all the boys. Liam drives to his house deciding I can drive myself home.

As soon as he gets out of the car I begin to drive. I feel a million thoughts rush through my head, I stop and pull over by some house and try to regain control

Kiss, Sarah, Pain, Spark, Tears, Liam, Breathe, Stop, Kiss, Sarah, Pain, Spark, Tears, Liam, Breathe, Stop, Kiss, Sarah, Pain, Spark, Louis

Louis I calm on the thought of Louis. I need him right now and he need me. I can understand that much.

I drive to Louis house. I park outside of it and think about what I'm gonna do. I snap my head around to look at Louis's house when I hear yelling.

I quickly get out of the car and walk to the front door I stand there thinking and pacing

Louis Tomlinson he's the beautiful boy, the first words we said to each other are Oops and Hi, I like his company very much. I like cuddling up to the boy , I like his gorgeous blue eyes, I like his humor, I like the way he looks at me, I like Louis Tomlinson

I have to admit this to myself if I want to help Louis. If I want to be the one who makes Louis happy.

I break from my thoughts when I hear more yelling. What's happening in there? I'm about to knock on the door when it opens.

There in the door way stands Louis a bag in his hand and tears running down his cheeks

I look at him and say

"Louis..."
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And it all comes back to Louis. I had finished this chapter earlier but I forgot to post it so sorry for the wait!! So what's gonna happen between Louis and Harry? Will Harry see Mark drunk. Where's Louis gonna stay? All these questions!! Anyway I'm probably gonna be done with the next one pretty soon so be on the lookout!!!
               -1DtillthedayIdie
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