A clear Heart

Chapter 5

Christian was successful for a reason,but in a company as large as Grey Enterprises it would be easy for him to lose sight of little incidentals. Sometimes a fresh perspective was needed. I was hoping that i would have the chance to bring a fresh perspective to Grey Enterprises. I wanted to make Christian proud, but i also wanted to keep the company running smoothly. I decided to go home. I made myself a tuna sandwich and a cup of milk for dinner. I watched my favorite show till i felt exhausted. I changed and did my night routine, then crawled into bed. Somehow the bed still seemed so cold. Even after a few weeks i still felt like there was an emptiness every time i went to bed. I struggled to fall asleep. I wanted the comfort of my husband beside me. I felt tears rolling down my cheeks. I was trying to be strong but i still needed him. I worried that our lives would be cut short if his heart gave out. How could this have been missed all his life? He didn't deserve this. We didn't deserve this. I went into the medicine cabinet to get a sleeping pill. I needed a full night's sleep.