The Promise...by Gwen

The Promise...Part 9

Sia bangun pagi dengan hidung tesumbat, mata bengkak dan kepala pening. Hati jangan cakaplah mcmana sakit.

Nasib baik ni hari Sunday. Klu tidak terpaksalah sia call in sick.

Sia cek hp sia ada wazap dari Rhys...

📱"I'm on the first flight back home. Please trust me Riley Faith. I will fix everything. Just please don't give up on me just yet. Only you can set my heart on fire babe. Only you. I love you. I Promise. Always. Wait for me. I will make you my bride"-Rhys

Menangis lagi sia baca wazap Rhys. Tambah pening kepala sia rasa. Betul2 sia down masa ni. Like a piece of my heart is gone with Rhys 💔...

Haritu sia tiada mood mau buat apa pun. Mandi tidak, makan tidak sampai malam... Sia rasa mcm mau sambung cuti saja bisuk tp bila sia ingat iklan c Ian yg dia minta sia prepare draft sia mengeluh berat. Nampak gayanya kena juga sia pg kerja ni hurmmmmm....

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Mau almost 1 month sdh Rhys balik pg rumah parents dia. Mula2 dia balik2 call dan wazap sia. Makin lama mcm makin kurang kerap sudah.

Sia mau ignore tu sakit hati dan kerisauan but who am I fucking kidding? I am broken hearted. My heart is with Rhys. Dia bilang only me yg can set his heart on fire. What about me? What about all the promises? Sia punya heart ni makin lama makin tiada kekuatan sdh mau terus beating. I misses Rhys, every fucking second, minute, hour, day and night. Sia mau gila pun ada sia rasa. I thought they said time will heal broken hearts tp makin lama mcm bertambah sakit dalam hati sia rasa..

Imagine from hari2 jumpa terus langsung tiada jumpa lagi. Sakitttt...

When it gets unbearable, sia pg apartment Rhys, I would sleep on his bed where his intoxicating smell still lingers strong sampai sia rasa mcm dia ada di sebelah sia saja. Almost everytime I'm here juga sia akan nangis rindu Rhys. This few days lagi bila dia langsung tiada contact sia, punya sengsara sia rasa.

Not only my Entens yg notice, of course I told them lah kan what happened and they both suruh sia percaya Rhys dan banyak bersabar, they tried very hard to cheer me up too. Yg tdk sioknya, my Boss Mdm Lara pun notice pula how miserable I looked.

"Riley, come to my office now" - Mdm Lara intercom sia one day.

"Yes Mdm?" - Riley

"Sit down" - Mdm Lara

Sia duduk di depan dia.

"Riley. What's wrong with you aaa? Nampak betul ada something going on. You're back being your old self again. Lack enthusiasm. Pakaian pun balik sdh mcm tu aunty2! Yg paling sia notice, quality writings ko. Do you take your job seriously or only as a joke that will help you to pay that expensive apartment of yours? Do you have problems? Ko ada behutang sama siapa2 kah ni? Kalau ada masalah kasi selesai cepat dan jangan bawa pg office. Now, sia mau ko ikut Kate. Dia mau pg ni satu 5 star Island Resort yg baru kena officiate last week tu, mo pg buat cover story tu tempat. Sia mau ko ikut dia sana. Bring TJ along. Sia bukan mau suruh ko kerja but I want you to relax, rest and get whatever that is cluttering your mind and heart out from your system. Faham kah? Sia expect ko balik nanti ko kasi tinggal ni aunty Riley sana. I don't need her here. Okay, now go home and pack apa saja yg sesuai utk pg sana nanti. Now go!"- Mdm Lara.

Tekejut sia kena lecture panjang lebar. Teruk betul kah pula keadaan sia sekarang ni?

"Bah tunggu apa lagi? Go!" - Mdm Lara

"Eh ya. Okay.. Okay Mdm!"- Riley. Terus sia keluar dari office dia.

Sia singgah office Kate tp tiada pula dia sana. Tiba2 hp sia bebunyi. It's Kate.