I never stay long enough to find out, i withdrew, i withdrew

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I wonder if I'd feel something for myself if someone did too. It's the scariest thought I have
that even in love I will never.

It's selfish to ask that you
show me the best of me?

From your eyes
If I could be seen like that.

If I asked softly,
would you let me?

could I touch you if I asked?
If I had asked
Tell me quickly.
I am running out of spaces to fill.

I feel like all the places I've called home are at an awfully far distance now and
My hands don't fit anywhere as they should 

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Am I here with you?
And the more I withdraw, I withdraw

am I away from you?
Do you consider me home still?
am I sorry for you?

and maybe If I don't reach
I won't have to touch your answer

Better if we drift
without it being said,
without a touch of thought
without needing to know

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