I will love you now, even if i dont yet.

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1. I wonder what I am?

If I could jump into the figure of time and find myself the best of me before it turns,
If I could know if I'll be okay.
At a cost of something, I would pay.

I want to embrace the sides of me with so much love
I want to
Kiss the me I haven't yet introduced.
Unlocked in all spaces and senses.

2. I would hold you and tell you that I'd love you without having yet or knowing how.
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A child stands in her room and stares wide eyed at the window sprinkled in drops of rain.
Behind, a haze of blueish grey fog obscures her vision.

Tenderly awaiting a moment.

She herself, enters the room to the scene having grown with heart. Without a word. And approaches the girl-herself-lending out a hand. Understanding there will never be a time right, but a time now.

And the two watch together, embraced.
Both in content in knowing and awaiting what lies beyond the fog.

Excited and unafraid.

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