Why do you hate me?

Part 5

Marcus's pov:

I was overthinking...again yes. But like seriously,when I drop Bella at her house her mood changed or idk,maybe it's all in my head...right? Ughh.

My parents and sister weren't home. It was around 21:00 and all I was able to hear was
1. My heartbeat
2. The clock in my room
3. The screams of my brother and his girlfriend in his room probably fucking for the god knows what time.

Yes,I sighed and opened my phone scrolling on Instagram...I saw some edits and reposted them and yk noticing our fans. Then I logged into my private account,no one from the fans have an idea about it lol,I followed a lot of fans from here just to keep up with the fandom and all.

As I was checking some stories I saw another drama...again drama. Can't they stop with it? It was fans fighting about how Martinus is way better than I am and some/most fans where fighting saying that it's not true... we are twins and each of us has his personality and that fans should love us both equally. I felt how one tear left my eye and after it I couldn't stop and tears started falling. Even my fans think Martinus is better. I put my phone away and turned myself to the other way.

Why do i have to deal with this shit all alone? Martinus has been always the perfect twin. All the fans are his lane,they care about him and shit. I mean he's my twin I know and I love him and care about him but...I think you get me. Luckily my parents or at least mom doesn't treat me like I'm shit. She loves me and I could really say I'm mamma's boy while Martinus is pappa's boy.

Who cares? Everyone else treat me differently.

I got up and walked downstairs to the living room,I was texting with my cousin Andrea for a while...after that I opened TV and watched some match.

The game was about to end when I got a notification from my sister,Emma.

From cupcake:

Hey Marcus,I already told mom n dad but you're my older bro so yea lol. I'll stay at my friend's house...

To cupcake:

hey cutie,sure!<3 enjoy your time there
love ya❤️❤️

From cupcake

Love ya too, good night✨❤️

*end of convo*

I put my phone down and sighed,I'm so bored lmao what can I do? Tico is sleeping,Emma have a sleepover,Martinus is with his girlfriend and mom and dad are on a lil trip.

I got up and walked to my room,after thousands of tries I fell asleep.

Bella's pov:

I was at the restaurant now,doing the orders and all.

Bella: "hey...what would you like to order?" I asked a woman who was sitting here for a couple of minutes looking at the menu

???: "can I get a cake and a coffe?"

Bella: "ofc,anything else?"

???: "no thanks"

I left and did her order and gave it to her. I took others orders too and yk worked a lot.

*hours later*

Finally. Today was super duper crowded,a lot of people and we were all (workers) pressured....

Later the owner of the restaurant gave us our salaries since it's the start of the month.

I don't think y'all care about this boring as fuck part😭

Ok ok ok,this part is kinda boring but I'm tryna make the story long sorry