32."This Life Has Chosen Me"

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A half-moon that is resting under the inky blackness, tiny stars have begun to show up gradually, I looked down, the road was shining with street lights and people walking around however they are looking so small from here as microscopic graphic c...

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A half-moon that is resting under the inky blackness, tiny stars have begun to show up gradually, I looked down, the road was shining with street lights and people walking around however they are looking so small from here as microscopic graphic characters,

I touched my lips still feeling his soft pillowy lips against mine, I leaned my head on the window I'm in great shock not only by this, that he kissed him but also I initiated...! I'm in shock at my action I'm dumbfounded that I didn't stop him regardless I could have, shamefully confusing I'm not feeling any regrets about it no guilt...!

I sighed and rubbed my forehead, this thing has been bothering me that I'm not feeling bad giving him my first kiss, my first kiss shouldn't have been like that to a man who is an underworld mafia, but it happened, I have been sitting on a chair near the window since Azriel left my toe which I harmed have been throbbing with an ache but not as much as my head.

A yawn broke out my mouth, I glanced at the royal kinda bed, it's evening but a nap may help to clear my head I hobbled to bed and laid down I shut my eyelids, all I can see is his lips on mine so soft despite his cold personality,

It wasn't a raw kiss but there was something the way he kissed me I couldn't decipher, I opened my eyes I have been thinking about it since Azriel left, I rolled to the side facing the door.

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I groaned loudly and sat on the bed every time I'm closing my eyes his lips on mine has been appearing in front of my sight, what is happening to me...!? Why I'm behaving like some cringy teenag girl I shook my head at my abnormal behaviour,

I'm not able to sleep, but I'm exhausted, I sighed if sleep isn't ready to accept me then I should just have a walk or something I jumped out of bed and paced downstairs straight to the glassed door I opened it and took a deep breath,

the night has cloaked the dark sky with glinting stars, I sauntered to the pool and peered at the pool water my reflection tiredness I can discern on my face, but yet I'm not finding myself having sleep, I sighed and instead of sitting on wicker lounger I sat on the surface I placed my palms behind my back and lose my half body's weight on my hands and looked up at stares straightening my legs,

Everyday everything is puzzling me more than before, I want to figure out the whole shooting match but I ain't able to, Jasper said it is a treaty and being dad's first child, I'm successor and obliged to complete his work on the behalf of him, but what this treaty is all about...? Everything he said seemed so confusing... I frowned what is Fuego Accord?

"Why are you out here DeRose?" I didn't turn my head to see who it is because I know to whom this voice belong to the same scene that is pestering me for hours again my mind remind me my cheeks heated up

"Jesus Christ! Not now...! I'm not yet ready to answer his question about the kiss...! Oh god, I'm not going to be ready to face him ever about it...!"

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