His Mate (TAGLISH)

Scared

LEEYUNA'S POV

Napatingin ako kay Zackary na nasa gilid ko lang natutulog.

"Bakit ang hilig mong paglaruan ang puso ko? Nasisiyahan ka ba?"

I try my best to understand him. One day he became sweet then next he get cold and abusive. That's confuses me.

Ayaw niya sa akin pero ipinasok parin niya sa loob ko ang kanya. Pwede naman niya akong iwanan diba para mawala na ako? Hindi din naman niya ako ibabalik eh dahil sabi ni Leila magiging masakit daw iyon sa parte niya. Ang nakakatawa nga lang parang ako pa ang mas nasaktan.

He hold my freedom, my happiness, my life. He ruined everything in me and I don't know what's left.

Tumalikod ako sa kanya at bumangon. Halos isang linggo na mula ng unang may mangyari sa amin pero nandoon parin ang sakit.

Naligo lang aki at nagbihis binihisan ko rin si Zackary baka magkasakit siya. Kung totoo ngang nagkakasakit ang tulad niya.

"What are you doing?" Agad kong binitawan ang t-shirt niya ng isusuot ko sa kanya.

"Bibihisan ko lang sana ikaw baka lamigin ka" Napatango siya at siya na mismo ang nagsuot.

"Are you okay now?" Tumango lang ako at tumayo.

"Stop lying" Hindi ko siya pinansin at hinawakan ang seradula ng pinto.

"Why am I still feeling this pain then?" Malungkot ko siyang nginitian.

Kulang ang salitang manhid sa kanya.

"Ask your self"
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ZACKARY'S POV

I let it happen. But still this pain won't go away, why?!

Do I need to pound her whole night to get this pain away?

"What you're feeling right now is what your mate feels" I almost rolled my eyes to what William said. How could I feel her pain if she's not one of us.

"Bro. Your a leading Alpha, you excel in it but knowing your mate? Our mate bonds? You suck" I didn't care to what he said, coz right now I'm thinking of ways to remove this feeling.

"I should go Leila called me" I nodded to him as I stare at his back.

Leila and William were mates. William said he didn't felt this scorching pain since he made everything to make his mate happy. And I can see it. Everytime I look at Leila she's radiating with happiness but, when I look to Leeyuna she seems happy but her eyes they're glistening of sadness.

Should I make a move now to make her happy?

But I don't want to fall in love to a weakling.

But this pain won't go away. Specially now we completed the mating stage, were one.

I'm in the middle of battling with my self wether I make a move to make Leeyuna happy or not. Surely if I'll make the first one there's a high possibility that our bond will be stronger, my feeling of adoration to her will double.

And that's the greatest thing I'm scared of.

Falling in love to a human. Falling in love to Leeyuna.

What should I do now?

"Alpha Zackary?"