There you are again. Every time I feel moved on and happy, full of hope and excitement for the future.
You appear.
Will you crush it again? Will you hurt me again? Do you like watching me suffer? Are you going to test me again and again until I tell you to your face I don't love you anymore?
Do you enjoy thinking of the pain you could cause me with any action you take? The control you could have to give me hope and break it down again?
Are you going to do it over and over again?
Build then break? Is that the cycle we will be forever stuck in? Me, trying to build something stable and you helping and then deciding to break it all down again?
Is it fun? Playing with me like Lego?
YOU ARE READING
Notes from the Mind
PoetryI often have many thoughts on my mind, so, here are most of them trickled down into perceivable words. And maybe you can find yourself in them too.