Scarlett pov
"Scarlett.... SCARLETT" I suddenly felt someone shaking me aggressively "whatttt???" I stir awake seeing y/n with a Playful smile
"You're... Making noises... You're.....moaning" she pouted
I looked under the sheets seeing I'm fully dressed with the Clothes i was wearing yesterday and.. it's the same for y/n
" Was i just dreaming?" I mumbled trying to remember
" Dreaming about what?" She asks and i just put my lips together shaking my head..." Nothing.." i swallowed thickly
"I'm hungry" she sighs getting off of me sliding her way out.. which kinda felt familiar.. seems like it happened before
I followed her downstairs and she's already mixing some stuffs while i sat at the counter watching thinking of the dream i had.
It felt so wrong in so many ways.."you ok?" Y/n asks noticing I'm zoning out
"No... Can we talk? Are you having voises right now or any visions or anything?" I asked getting off the counter grabbing her hand pulling her at the kitchen nook sitting down
"We can talk... And no I'm not hearing anything at the moment" she nodded
"Ok....i want you to listen to me very carefully and tell me what you wanna say...even if they're hurtful... don't hold back.. i deserved it anyways" i took a deep breath
" Is this about you.. using my name? " She asks with a heavy chest looking down
"Yes"
She looked up to me with a smile grabbing my hand squeezing them on a Very soothing way "before you even start.. I want you to know..it didn't changed the way i see you...the way i love you... So uhm.. you can tell me anything.. please be honest" she stated earning my nod
"Uhm...it started when you stepped back for the role i really want..then ny my interview with jimmy... My manager says a lot of fans thinked we would make a grea couple...i.. didn't consider it at first" i explained while she listens very carefully
" Why not? " She asked
" Because you're young...and i thought you're ignorant.." i shrugging being completely honest
" That's always the case isn't it? " She smiled
"I'm sorry... "
"its fine.. I'm sorry for cutting you off...please continue"
"so yeah uh... When we were making this movie together..i realized you may be young but you're mature.. it won't be that bad for the people's eyes if i date someone like you..and rose liked you so much..."
"While paparazzi pictures of us together are spreading.. more filming projects for me are coming.. my Manager suggested that yknow i should ask you out so we could be seen more together but now sweeter and---"
" Why would you agree? What did i do that made you agree to play my heart in the worse way possible? " She asked cutting me off actually looking so disappointed while holding her anger
"i felt really bad for myself.. i felt like i wasn't that good anymore...no one wants me on their works and....then you came.. and suddenly i was back on the spotlight...i was too scared to fall again that i did everything even if it means hurting someone who really cared for me." I felt my body dropped as she just cupped my cheek wiping the tears i wasn't even aware of
"If you don't have feelings....why did you fought your mom for me? Why did you got mad when i denied our relationship?"
" Even if i don't feel a certain feeling for you...you were good to my kids and you're a great friend.. I'm not gonna let anyone judge you before they even know you.. Im not gonna let them make the same mistake i made...and i got mad because you denying it is the same as you throwing away what i have built to be on top again. "
" You never loved me? Not even for a Decisecond? Not even when those times you were smiling and laughing holding my hand staring right directly in my eyes? Not even when you take random pictures of me? Not even whenever you... say you love me?" She asks tears forming on her eyes but kept looking firm and strong
"Do you love me?" I asked
"Worst way possible to dodge my question" she forced a chuckle
" do.. you? "
" I do... Probably more than i love myself... Which is dumb... And.. right now it really sucks coz you didn't even love me" she shook her head still in the same expression
"Why do you love me?"
"I... Don't know.."
I frowned my brows in confusion "is that possible?" I huffed
"It's called real love, Scarlett"
"There's no such thing...we fall in love to someone because we like something about them"
"That's attraction....but when you love someone and you don't know why.. that's real love" she looked down smiling to herself
"What does it...feel? " I asked hesitantly
"it feels homey...in a way that even when we're on a life and death situation i know I'll survive because i have you.. because i know you would never let me get hurt." She sighs while i just felt guilt going through me again.
" It feels..like.. i just wanna kiss you every time i find your lips...i can't look at you without thinking how far I'll go and do just to see your smile...yknow i never looked at you as Scarlett Johansson... I've always seen you as the woman who made me feel what greatest genuine love felt like...it was just a bonus that you're Scarlett Johansson." She added looking directly at my eyes.
Listening to her description...it honestly woke up something inside me... I do felt that way whenever Im around her...i wanna lock my lips with her whenever i get a chance... Do anything for her..my description of love was just missing the person when you're not with them.. which i never felt at y/n...now.. I'm realizing maybe because she was alwways there...
"but it's ok...we can't demand ourselves to love someone... don't be too hard on yourself... you'll always find someone else who's alwways hard for you" she playfully says making me laugh before standing up getting something she cooked out of the oven.
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SPOTLIGHT
FanfictionNew book cover y/n y/l/n a.k.a. the new Scarlett Johansson. There's a new actress that is in Scarlett's eyes she stole her spot. she's the new highest paid actress, the new producer's favorite and the new spotlight. Soon, They'll need to work on a f...
