flower. || L.S

3. im taking this moment with me

Louis's pov

i dress freddie in some swim trunks and a blank white t shirt i told him he can't wear his favorite jumper cus it's so fucking hot outside and i know he'll overheat it took a lot of convincing but we got there

i happen to have the same exact shirt and same exact swim trunks am i only wearing the swim trunks so i match with freddie? yes. yes i am. i love matching with freddie i don't know i find it cute

harry starts listing off the names of everyone we start moving once we finish i'm holding freddie's hand helping him to climb the rocks and stuff and harry's going on about some wilderness bull shit i hate the wilderness and forests and the outdoors but freddie is not like me and he enjoys these kinds of things so i kind of force myself to go to these things

and suddenly i feel freddie's hand slip from mine and i look up just about to call for him when i'm struck by the most beautiful sight i've ever seen a beautiful greenish lake it has a few water falls and i can already hear splashing freddie knows how to swim so i'm not worried that it's him.

i walk slowly towards the sight and look out in awe "the green reflects so beautifully from your blue eyes" i yelp as i hear harry's voice "stop it! don't sneak up on me like that!" i shout and he chuckles "okay very sorry are you gonna join us in the lake?" he smiles at me

"you're fucking hilarious you know?" i say in a slightly angry tone of course he's gonna poke fun at the fact i can't swim wait till he knows i can't tie my own fucking shoes either.

"hey no i didn't mean it like that i can teach you how to swim or if you don't want to you can just sit on one of the rocks." he says gently there's a feel of sincerity in his voice

"i don't wanna be made a fool. especially infront of my own kid." i say and he shakes his head. "no no of course not you won't be made a fool okay? i'll make sure that doesn't happen." he reassures and i sigh with a nod and he smiles excitedly and takes off his shirt and holy smokes he's hot. toned body abs but still with a bit of love handles tattoos scattered across his body jesus christ have my children. well. not freddie- you know what i mean!

i can hear the mom's whistling there's mostly moms who volunteer for some reason but there's a few dads that don't seem amused "get in the water hottie!" one of the mothers say to him. you're with your child what a creep but yeah i'd like to see him wet with his sexy ass hair see i'm not being hypocritical because i'm not saying it out loud i'm keeping it to myself

i hear a splash and he comes out of the lake leaning on a rock and looks up at me "you coming?" i nod and take off my shirt and slowly get into the lake.

"do i have your consent to touch you? not sexually of course but your legs maybe your stomach stuff like that." he asks and i roll my eyes he's so cute but like i'm not gonna let him know i think that "yeah sure" he nods

he starts explaining how to swim the form i have to have and all he has his hand holding me up from my stomach so i don't sink down his hand is huge like it's genuinely like woah. but like sexy huge you know?

"alright now do what i taught you. don't be scared i'm right here okay? i wont let you drown" i sigh and dive my head under the water swimming through the water i can hear him vaguely cheering as i feel his hand ghosting near my stomach i hear freddie's voice say something but i can't hear it i hope he's proud.

i feel harry's hands grab my waist and pull me to him holding me close to his body as i pant for air "what?" he smiles down at me "you were gonna hit a rock love" i look behind me harry's hands are still wrapped around me he feels so safe but i get out of his grip nonetheless and freddie swims over to me "you did it! that was awesome dad!" he hugs me and i smile kissing his head

i made him proud. "thank you babe" i hug him tightly and then a parent yells "okay if i get to have your hands all over me like that then i don't know how to swim either!" she laughs and i give her a lowkey disgusted look and he chuckles awkwardly and smiles at me

"told you you wouldn't make a fool of yourself" he says and i smile slightly "thanks h." he smiles and nods "you're welc-" the kids all jump on him dragging him to the bottom of the lake as i giggle and swim over to the few rocks near the edge and sigh enjoying my moment of peace as i feel someone next to me

"fancy a beer?" he offers me a beer can disguised as a pepsi and i chuckle "that is amazing" i take it and open it sipping it lightly as he smiles "your one is freddie hm the little blondie?" i smile and nod

"yeah which one is yours?" he smiles "grace the one in the bun with the pink suit" i smile softly

"she's adorable." i say and he smiles "so is your one." he looks to me "Brianna was here last year do you two do shifts?" i nod and chuckle

"freddie loves it here me and bri hate the outdoors so we tend to you know take shifts." he smiles and nods "i take it you're single?" i nod that's why he's talking to me.

"was freddie planned?" i sigh internally and clear my throat "he was not but that does not mean that i love him any less or that i regret it. having him was the best thing to ever happen to me and i would not trade it for the world" i say honestly the thought of not having freddie is really scary to me he means so much to me and i genuinely love that lad with my whole heart he's the most important thing in my life without him i don't know what is do.

"alright time to head back!!" harry shouts and i grab the towel i grabbed for freddie and he runs to me as i wrap him in the towel hugging him tightly "did you enjoy the water buddy?" he nods

"i held my breath the longest out of everyone!" i smile widely "i'm so glad my love!"

i'm partially dry to i put my shirt back on and harry calls out the names again before we start heading back harry's walking right beside me and freddie almost like he's trying to block that other parent from walking next to me but i don't think so.

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