12. do what ever you want

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Louis's pov

"today we're doing arts and crafts you can paint a painting draw something from scratch you can do pottery and you can make something with clay!" harry says enthusiastically. and i frown i'm not really into any art like at all

he finishes and everyone scatters to whatever activity they wanna do and harry sits right next to me "hi" he says with a smile "hi" i reply back also smiling

"what activity will you do?" i shrug "what activity are you in charge of?" i smile softly at him

"i'm in charge of the paintings!" he says and i nod "i'll do a painting then."

i walk over to the painting station and sit down i want to paint the flower field to remember this experience.

i paint a white layer before i start anything i know my shit you know! i get the colors prepped then i come to the realization that i have no fucking clue how

"hazzzz i need help!" i call out and he walk over to me "what's going on?" he asks and i frown

"i'm scared i dunno how to paint and i wanna make something pretty." he smiles and nods "well what do you wanna paint?"

"the flower field." i say and he nods "well let me help you." he sits down behind me his legs are opened for me to sit in between them and he takes my hand starting to paint the sky soon enough he moves onto the grass the clouds the flowers and he paints it for me practically honestly i didn't mind it one bit since he was holding my hand

it gave me so much butterflies. his hands held me so gently i leaned back into him so my back is pressed to his chest and i felt nothing but safety and comfort he was truly one of the most comfortable people i've ever met. he hums slightly and i melt right there in his arms. i feel comfortable around him i've known him such a short time but he knows everything about me my deepest darkest secrets things i've never shared never told anyone he knows them he embraces me with every imperfection i have. he still holds me and kisses me calls me baby with everything he knows he's still here.

i take in his scent he doesn't smell like perfume he smells like vanilla and jasmines god he's so fucking perfect i don't think i've felt this strongly about a guy ever before he makes me feel like for one moment one moment i can be the one being taken care of. my whole life i've been taking care of people my sisters freddie my friends just always a caretaker. but now he's taking care of me he's holding me comforting me. it's incredible the way love makes you feel. it's astonishing.

"all done!" he finishes and i gasp it's fucking beautiful. i kiss his jaw since it's the only thing i could reach without you know moving too much "i love it baby thank you." he kisses my nose

"of course flower. i'm gonna go help the rest of the people okay?" i fist his shirt "no stay."

"prince you know i have a job to do i'll finish quick and come to you okay? i love you so so much." he kisses my temple and i look up at him "love me?" i ask and he nods smiling softly while blushing "i know it's a bit soon but i really do feel like i love you. like i care about you you know and i love you." he says and i blush nodding

"i love you." i smile softly and kiss his nose he leaves the warm spots where our bodies touched is getting colder im not a big fan of that

"hey counselor styles i have a question for you!" a parent asks and he looks up to her "yes mrs lee?"

"why is that louis gets so much extra attention?" i frown and he clears his throat and blushes

"because louis doesn't make inappropriate comments about me or my body. especially infront of children" he gives them a petty smile. and i smile softly

she scoffs but clearly has nothing to defend herself with. "hey sexy." i hear from beside me that parent that keeps flirting with me

"please don't call me that." i say and he frowns "what why?" he questions and i sigh

"i don't like those comments being made around my kid." he chuckles "but harry can do them just fine."

"excuse me harry never says anything like that to me ever especially not infront of freddie or other children." i defend and he chuckles

"well i'm gonna let you know harry's straight and is dating martha." he pats my shoulder and leaves. suddenly i'm filled with so much jealousy and anger i cannot even begin to describe.

i stand up and walk to freddie "hey my love i'm gonna go back to the cabin just come if you need me okay? please don't come alone though bring any adult with you in case you get lost." i say and walk off to the cabin how dare he? how fucking dare he.

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