My Toxic P(●)rn ★ Roomate

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-Y/n Pov-

I figured she would tell him i just didn't think this soon

Y-i'm guessing she told u?

J-u didn't answer my question...ur leaving

Y-yes Jacob yes i am. I have to i need to. I'm done and I'm completely trusting in Rui.

J-because he gave u dick and made u say yes? I can do the same and make u say no

Y-no u can't we...this...is done Jacob...we are done ok? I wish we could've worked out and i do love u and i hate myself everyday for it but i love me more and i cant tell if Rui is a good man who actually acts on his word

J-I...I'm sorry...ok? I'm sorry

I ignored him and continued as he kept trying to apologize

He came over grabbing me stopping me getting me to look at him

J-Please!...ill change. I'm sorry

Y-i heard this all before Jacob. Look back and be honest. Do u really think u will change? U need help and i tried to help u but whenever we took a step forward u took 100 steps back. Like Matt said do u really think that someone like u can be with someone like me?

J-yes!...ill kick them both out right now, i will y/n.

I shook my head as tears now started to flow

Y-ur toxic...we are toxic. I was too weak to say whats on my mind but i'm not anymore. U can have the house u can do whatever u want but I'm leaving tomorrow ok?

He pulled me to him hugging me shaking his head no on my head and all i could do was nod

J-i don't want u to leave me y/n i can't live without u

Y-where is this coming from? Are u drunk? Is this some sort of plan or prank?-

J-no!...I don't want u to leave y/n

Y-Jacob-

J-but...its not about what i want is it?...

Y-...

J-ur right i'm never gonna change but i want to. These days without u trying to make u jealous was hard because u didn't care but i did. I cares so much and i fought my feeling. I had to deal with the fact another man is touching u when that could've been me had i changed and been the guy I pretended to be when i first met u.

Why is he saying this to me and acting like this. Its a trick. He is trying to guilt trip me-

J-go. And u be happy until i'm the right man for u or until u finally give up on me. U should go but know this. He he doesn't treat u right I won't make fun of u and brag about how i was right about him. U will always have a home here in ur home.

Y-...

J-i just ask one thing?

He wiped my tear and i sighed asking him "what?"

J-at least sleep with me and stay with me tonight...before u leave me for good. And this time I won't intervene and this will be us ending off on a good note. And to answer ur previous question no i'm not drunk. This is me talking. A stupid, toxic, idiot who didn't realize what he had until it was gone about to be give away to a better man than him.

This was a trick...it had to be where is this coming from and why now?!

J-just be mine for the night. One last night

He sat on the bed pulling me to him looking up at me as he rubbed my thighs

J-i have always degraded u and called u names but not tonight. I wanna praise u...and make love to ur body...just for goodbye

He said pausing in between the kisses he planted on my thighs as he looked at me as someone he loved and not someone he just wanted to use

I grabbed his face and nodded while he caressed my thighs and ass

Y-i want it recorded tho. Since its our last time together. We should capture this and keep this memory for the both of us.

J-...u sure?

Y-*nods*

I don't know what or why i was saying this but i did and I meant it

Y-i never got to really see this side of u. And since its our last its only right. I love u Jacob but i hope u understand

J-i do. And tonight its not about u or me. Its about us.