-Y/n Pov-
Y-is that it?
He gave me a contract with a set of rules i have to follow
It seemed like a lot but he said he would help me
R-I am willing to have patience with u princess...u may not know of this lifestyle but u will and we are gonna go through this together.
He says as he came over and sat next to me
R-Its gonna take a lot of trust...
He pulled me to straddle him and made sure i was over his now growing erection
R-There may be some pain...but u will enjoy it. I won't do anything without ur consent and i will make sure u are comfortable...even in front of cameras
He said looking up at me as he rubbed my ass not taking his eyes off me
Y-what about a relationship? Is this strictly just a D/S thing?
R-only if u want it to be. I wanna be ur everything princess...ur lover, a friend,...a provider...
He said kissing up my chest to my neck and i moaned softly
Y-why me?~...why was i good enough and Dani wasn't...
He pulled back and looked up at me blankly
R-i love Dani...but i fell more in love with the girl she talked about everyday
Y-was that supposed to make me feel better?
He chuckled and i looked at him confused. What was so funny?
R-i sound like a dick i know but Dani also had some issues and broke a lot of rules. Unlike u she wanted to just be a sub. She will always hold a special place in my heart like Jacob will with u
Y-thats not fair-
R-i have been doing this for a while and it has been troubling u ever since u set foot in the car...i want us to work i swear i do. U was in trouble. He isn't good for u and i wanted u to finally be in something healthy because from what Dani said...it was bad
...He isn't wrong. All the name calling and back and forth...it was toxic
Y-do i have to do the camera thing tho? Its just like Jacob-
R-he forced u i'm not gonna do that. I will wait until ur ready and our session is for my eyes only. Ur not trusting me y/n
Y-i am...i do its just i'm scared...I'm scared ok?
He smiled grabbing my face and kissing me softly and pulling away looking me in my eyes
R-then we can wait until ur not scared. If u want a relationship then i will give u that and we won't do anything until ur comfortable and have him fully out of ur system. He can't hurt u anymore.
Y-...i just feel like I'm disappointing u Rui-
R-then we can wait...ill take care of u and wait till ur ready...ok?
I nodded and he kissed me again and i held his face moving my hips making him smirk in our kiss
R-what happened to waiting?
Y-its ur fault
R-we can't...i want u to trust me first. I wanna treat u like a girlfriend princess...and earn ur trust
I shook my head holding him pleading
Y-but i'm horny now~
-Rui Pov-
This girl is gonna drive me crazy already...
I'm trying to hold in my urges and dominate nature. She isn't ready yet and i never been someone boyfriend so this is new to me as well as her.
R-pls y/n~...i'm trying here...
She looked at me with a pout she was trying to hide
R-pls...
Y-ok
She nodded and i sighed in relief holding her hand
R-u don't have to sign it yet. Look over the contact and study it. I have toys u can use and get urself use to and u can even look up videos but until then ur mine.
Y-ok
R-now if u would excuse me i am gonna go get myself off thanks to u
Y-wouldn'thaveroifuletmehelp
She mumbled and i smirked asking her to repeat herself but she act as if she lost her memory
I got up kissing her head as he touched my waist and i smirked grabbing her hands
R-Y/n
Y-what i gotta have permission to touch u too?
R-u would know that when u read the contract
Y-but right now ur my boyfriend
R-u talk back a lot...
Y-u act like we never fucked before-
R-that was before but now-
Y-now what?
R-i'm tryna break that chain in ur head that thinking toxic is ok. Ur so use to it u don't realize. I'm do my research on being a boyfriend and u do urs in being a sub. Because unlike ur past its gonna be different for us.
-Y/n Pov-
He was right...this is gonna benefit the both of us...i have to understand that...i need to understand that...
He won't be like them. He is gonna show me what a real relationship looks like
Its better this way so i can get him out my head completely
-One Week Later-
Its been so hard and the most he will do is cuddle and caress me
I have did my research and its been scary
I used the toys and read over this damn contract and rules 6 times already since i got here
He has cooked, clean, massaged, and shower with me.
He has made me feel so comfortable and he is teaching me how to love myself
I have to say affirmations in the morning and at night and star at my body giving myself compliments
He does it most of the time telling me how good i look and how beautiful i am while he massages me while naked
He leaves after to get off tho. I even watched him one time
There is only one problem tho...at night while he sleeps i get on my laptop and watch Bdsm videos.
Not just any video tho...Jacobs videos
He post a video everyday but its not at home its somewhere else with someone else. It's different women in each video.
I think he got rid of Lai and Kitty
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