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-The Next Day-

-Y/n's Pov-

I woke this morning and Jacob was in bed with me clinging on tightly to my naked body.

His face was soft and his embrace was warm. He never has done anything to me like this...

What hurt me last night is when he whispered to me in his sleep

"Don't go...Don't leave me"

It broke me but i have to see for myself if i am doing the right thing or not. My heart yearns for both of these men but Jacob holds most of my heart hostage.

I snuck out from his arms and kissed his cheek as i went to the shower to get clean.

When i'm done i get dressed into this

 I go back out and see him cuddling my pillow and i sighed

Hoppsan! Denna bild följer inte våra riktliner för innehåll. Försök att ta bort den eller ladda upp en annan bild för att fortsätta.

I go back out and see him cuddling my pillow and i sighed...pls don't do this Jacob Day

I wrote a note and left the room only to see the girls in the kitchen making breakfast

Lai-time to go?

Y-yea...i figured u told Jacob last night?

Lai-i did i'm sorry its just Jacob really has been talking about u a lot to us-

K-to u...

Lai-...*sighs* whatever,anyways he has and i thought he would change ur mind because i am also gonna miss u

Y-*sighs*ima miss u too but just do me a favor pls?

Lai-yes?...

Y-take care of him and make him forget me...pls

K-ok u can go now ur ride is actually here and has been here for 30 minutes so u can leave

I glared at kitty and shook my head

Y-ok kitty whatever u won't see me again.

K-That's something to look forward too

Lai-Kitty...

K-lai...

I sighed and left going downstairs to the lot finding his car which was easy

He seen me and got out coming to hug me and i hugged him

R-i thought i was gonna have to drag u out of that bed with him in it-

Y-what?-

R-its fine luv i get it. U got it out ur system thats good

So he did go up there...and he seen us

R-ur mine now anyways so I could careless. Now cmon...

He opened the door for me and i got in and he closed it getting in on his side and buckling me up then himself

I smiled at him and started to blush. He give me butterflies it's insane

***

-Jacob Pov-

I woke up to y/n gone and i sighed. Shit i didn't even get to see her leave...maybe its better that way

I got up and looked over and see a note

"Hello Jacob...If ur reading this I'm already gone but the night we shared last night meant a lot to me. I wish it could've been like that everyday since i met u but i guess it wasn't planned. Getting over u will be hard for me because i love u. I hope u understand that i'm leaving for me and who knows maybe we will be together in the end. Only time can tell. I love u. Thank u for giving me the best farewell I have ever gotten.
Love, Y/n"

J-fuck...*sighs* she's really gone...

I got up and left the room only to hear arguing from Lai and Kitty and i get closer

K-whatever u only said that because Jacob told u to be nice

L-that's the fucking point u dumb whore u are supposed to act. U know how Jacob is about her. Ur gonna do nothing but make her stay away

K-then good job for me!-

J-Kitty!

They both stop and went quiet

J-if u fucked it up for me...ur fucking gone...both of u...

K&Lai-Yes sir

-Y/n Pov-

Right now we are ok the road still but close to his home and he held my thigh smiling at me looking at the road

I smiled back looking out the window as we played music

It was silent but it wasn't awkward silence..

-Rui's House-

As we got there He helps me with my bags and when he opened the door Dani was there and she looked upset

D-I got your letter! How could you do this to me?!

She says looking me up and down then looking at him with tears in her eyes

R-If you read it, then why are you still here...you were supposed to be gone by the time I got back home Dani. I didn't wanna hurt u

He says placing my jacket on the couch

D-ITS TOO FUCKING LATE RUI!!...now I see why you don't want me no more....i dont need this...I hope she brings nothing but pain for you!- and u...i hate u...

She then got her things and left out the door

I sighed and he grabbed my hand and kissed it

R-its ok love u got me ok?...i got u I promise

***

After a while of getting settled he showed me a the room we will be in and his "Special Room" that was filled with nothing but toys

Afterwards he tells me to go wait in the living room while he goes to get comfortable and i do as he says

I look around and his house is so big. I feel bad and start to overthink.

If he did that to dani what would he do to me? What makes me so special? What if he is using me and gonna lie to me like Matt did...What if i made a mistake...

Tears slowly started to fall as the night me and Jacob shared replayed in my head. His words tore me to shreds... what if he hates me now...

After over thinking for a while he soon come in shirtless wrapped in a towel

After over thinking for a while he soon come in shirtless wrapped in a towel

Hoppsan! Denna bild följer inte våra riktliner för innehåll. Försök att ta bort den eller ladda upp en annan bild för att fortsätta.

R-now...I wanted to talk to you about what u are getting yourself into...and some things u will have to sign

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