Tawakkul-o-ta'at //Suga ' Novel

PART TWO-2

Ibadat POV

I woke up at 3am for Tahajjud my eyes we're puffy as I didn't get much sleep last night I didn't find the reason why I was feeling so much pain my heart was aching I get up from bed and went to bathroom performed my ablution then I took my prayer mat spread it on floor and offered my 8 rakats of nafil this 8 Nafils offered in order of 2-2-2-2 Nafils my heart was getting heavier in every 2 rakats i completed my 8 rakats while crying as soon as I did the salam of my last rakat i broked down and teared up I spread my hands in front of my Allah SWT and read Durood-e-ibrahim with my trembling lips
I complete the process of dua and went in Sajdah (sajood) and cried hard and asked Allah for forgiveness I was screaming "Ya Allah I don't know what's going into my heart you know better then anyone, Ya AllAH please give me Sabr Ya Allah I'm not having a good feeling I'm feeling uneasy Ya Allah I don't know what's going on there if he's fine or not but I'm so far from him I can't do anything Ya Allah Ya Ilahi I'm leaving him on you please protect his heart his soul,, protect him from all kind of pain and stress Ya iLahi give me all his pain and give my all happiness to him Ya Allah he already suffered enough don't let him suffer anymore Ya Allah protect his pure soul and heart and give him Hidayah Accept him as your dear Servant Ya Allah please ease my pain Ya Allah save him from all the bad situation "
Ameen Summa Ameen
I completed my dua with Durood-e-ibrahim and lay down on the Salah mat and started reciting Kalma Tauheed and fell sleep on the prayer mat.

Suga's POV

I was so stressed but suddenly a wave of relief took over my all the stress and I felt relaxed it was weird for me cause it never happens before I mean how I was so confused why I'm not stressed and where it suddenly goes than I heard Jin Hyung come near me and asked me "Yoongia What happened,? " But before I say something he cut my words with " Look I know you'll lie again but you also know that it's a waste if you lied again cause you know I'm the eldest one I raised you too you can't lie to me so now tell me the truth " I looked at him with the most innocent and emotional look on my face and said "hyung,," I tried my best to cover up and said " There is nothing to worried I was just feeling not good from the past few days and I didn't sleep either so I just took some pills for relaxation and it left some side effects on me and that's true don't worry " He looked at me with questionable expression and said " Is it true? " I nodded my head in response and he passed me a smile and went from there
And I again started to feel at ease and I was thinking what happened suddenly I'm too relaxed.

Ibadat's POV

In the morning I Was scrolling through MY phone AS MY post was pending
I posted a photo on my insta

Caption: Ya Allah please ease all the pain of your beloved servant and give him Hidayah Ameen

I posted my photo I went to a cafe with my friend. I told everything to Aroosh about my strange pain and the feeling I was having I explend everything as I never hide anything from her cause she always understands me and supports me without judging she said " Don't worry my dear ibadat Allah will make everything fine hmmm" I nodded my head and hugged her tightly. She's my vitamin pill
We Shared some talkes and left.
I went to my home it was 12:30pm and my phone again vibrates and remind me of Zohar prayer which contains 12 rakats 4 Sunnat 4 Farz 2 sunnat 2 nafil. I went to bathroom performed ablution and took the salah mat started offring my Salah in order
After offring Salah I pick the Quraan-e-Majid and recite my Sabaq and a wave of comfort took over my all the nervousness and stress and I was completely relaxed I took a deep breath and suddenly I remembered that Tomorrow is Jummah and I have to recite the surah for jummah too