california // johnnie guilbert x y/n

33 pretty when you cry

i woke up feeling the dried up tears on my face from last night i hate carmen and i hate johnnie

but i don't ACTUALLY hate johnnie i just hate what hes done

i hardly slept last night

the worst part is that he probably dosnt think hes done anything wrong

hes just messaged me

JOHNNIE♥️:

johnnie♥️: hey beautiful im going to the cinema with carmen today so ill see you what i get back?

what. the. fuck.

i immediately started crying and tara pulls me into a hug

"who dose he think he is" tara says angrily

i just shrug and continue crying

how could he do this to me? dose he even like me? how is this carmen bitch better then me?

well i know why shes better then me. she's beautiful she looks just like lana del rey did in 2011

"i mean at least your '𝓅𝓇𝑒𝓉𝓉𝓎 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝓇𝓎" tara says

that makes me giggle a little

i think i know what im going to do but i just cant tell anyone

"i have to go tara i have something with evie" i say lying

"oh okay then do you need driving?" she asks me sounding worried

"oh no its okay" i say

as soon as i get out of the house i ring an uber to the airport

after about 5 mins the uber arrives

in the uber i book a last minute flight to england i dont care if i have nothing or no where to go all i wanted was him but he deserves someone beautiful- like carmen

TIME SKIP>>>>>

im staying at baldies house (my cousin) honestly when i explained the situation to her she said i was badass and honestly i agree

baldie has quite a big house because her boyfriend is rich and bald!

i cried the full plain ride here i just want whats best for johnnie and baldie said i can stay here for as long as i need but it wont be to long ill be able to buy a house soon

im going to message brooke evie and eva to tell them to look after cherry

GIRLS💗:

y/n: hey dollys so uh im in england rn

eva: Y/N WHAT WHY

y/n: johnnie took a liking to that carmen girl so i just decided to leave! can yous look after cherry

evie: brooke i always told you carmen was a slut NOW LOOK WHAT SHWS DONE

brooke: OMG THAT SLIMY SLUTTY SLUG SHES GETTING BLOCKED WHY IS SHE TRYING TO STEAL YOUR MAN

eva: i dont think her man wants carmen he seems terrified. he's worried about you y/n

y/n: oh well can you look after my doggy or not???

evie: OF COURSE

i have also messaged tara because it wasnt her fault i left she understands but wants me to come back i just dont know

johnnie hasn't stopped messaging me

baldie lives in a 6 bedroom house but she only uses one for her and jack

i hear a knock at my door

"COME INN" i yell

its baldie

"who gave your crazy emo boyfriend my phone number" she asks

"uhhh not me why"

"he has just rang me asking if you were here if you were okay and to send you home"

"oh god" i say putting my hand on my head

do i feel bad for johnnie? yes! do i miss him? yes! do i think i did the right thing? no!

AN: YES I CALL MY COUSIN BALDIE IRL!!! BUT ITS BCS IN 2021 SHE UESED TO LIKE JACK MANIFOLD
I THINK IM GOING TO POST ONE MORE PART BUT THATS BCS ITS THE LAST ONE💔