Always going to be us 🤍

The party

I was sitting in my friend Anastasia's bed whilst
I was in Manchester to visit I had just got off the phone with my sister Kylie who I missed so much but was so exited when she told me her and Kim were coming down to London in a few days and my best friend since forever Jude was messaging me wanting to call which I gladly said yes too as I missed him a lot

Just as the phone rang Anna came in plopped on the bed with snacks and stuff for the movie we were watching whilst we were waiting for the group to arrive for the night they had planned on e they knew I was coming down ' ohhh babe is that who I think it is' Anna said easing her eyebrows "yesss but stop being weird otherwise I won't watch anything with you" as I rolled my eyes I loved Anna and had known her since I moved to London when my family went to America for their careers and she helped me and was forever grateful for the girl beside her same went for her close friend Kaci jay and Ava Daniel's who she always was with and the conder family treated  her like another child

Anna gave me a look but was quiet which silently told me she was going to be quiet. For my whole life everyone wanted me and Jude together and said we were made for each other and should be open to the idea and it was so annoying because everyone we meet said it even our family's all because we were close growing up and always there for eachother Jude was the only person other than my sisters and best friends who I truly trusted to tell anything I thought too and know I wasn't judged he knew things no one else knew not even Kylie . We truly realized how much we appreciated eachother when I was with my ex boyfriend Ollie he wasn't the nicest and gave me so many insecurity in myself and was extremely possessive and we were always in arguments where he would call me names he never hit me but hated that me and Jude were close and saw eachother often it was to the point where I would meet Jude in secret to vent to him about the way Ollie behaved that day or week and to say Jude was angry with the boy was an understatement but after a total of 6 month with the help of Jude we broke up and the month following was hell whenever I saw Ollie he would talk to me and try get us back together and ended up having nightmares and waking up panicking I never told Jude until he came to the house one night and heard me breathing heavily and having a panic attack but that's for another day

I got out of my day dream and answer the phone and my face instantly lit up seeing Jude's face close up and smiling to the camera followed by him greeting me " hello angle" which made me smile more when he said my nickname he gave me as a kid "hello Judy" I replied as Anna popped in "hiii Jude how are you" Jude giggled oh how I loved his laugh "hey Anna I'm good how are you"
"We are good me and riri are waiting for the group to get here for the night out I'm forcing her to go to" Jude nodded his heard listening to Anna  whilst I sat there unamused about going out although I love them I was tired and wanted to chill Jude was astonished when he heard I was going out considering I sometimes got anxious when I went to a club packed with people

"That would be so fun wish I could go out with you guys if I wasn't in dortmund" he said with a small frown I know he missed going out with everyone and seeing all the friends we grew up with everyone was waiting to see if he would move clubs as the season was coming to an end and he talked about having a hard time weather to move to Liverpool which he wanted or Madrid it was a tie breaker between the two whilst he waited for the verdict of his future which I knew he was stressed about because of our late night calls to vent about our lives despite being far away we never stooped talking because we valued our friendship too much that day was so hard for us because young us was scared what would happen

We talked to Jude for an hour but we had to go because the group was here who talked with us to Jude and Jude had to go to training "bye angle I will call you soon love you" I smiled again at the nickname like an idiot like always "bye jay love you too" which also caused Jude to have a huge smile on his face  once we hung up and I looked up from the phone the group looked at me with smiles on their faces exchanging glances at eachother "what" I said confused by my surroundings "look at you two smiling like idiots and saying I love you" said Callum and Byron I rolled my eyes at the cenario  that was playing out for the billionth time "guys how many times do I have to say it's not like that" "whatever you say babe but let's get up and head out" Anna said and I was grateful it was shot down