𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐌𝐄, 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 ↷ aventurine ✔

𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙫𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙖, 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪

𝗦𝗧𝗜𝗟𝗟 𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛 𝗬𝗢𝗨
jungkook of bts

when will it be?
if i see you again
i will look into your eyes
and say, "i missed you"

i know you're working hard in penacony, that everything rides on this daring gamble of yours. did it work? did you win? or are you still playing that dangerous high-stakes game? my worry grows with each passing day. i can't pretend it's easy, waiting without a hint of when this will end. so, if you find a moment to breathe, just send me a quick text. let me know you're alright. hurry home soon, won't you? i have so much to tell you, but it will sound sweeter with you here, beside me, and your hand entwined in mine.

  

love, y/n

the phone screen dimmed, the call going unanswered again. straight to voicemail. three missed calls in the last hour, texts were left unread. this was the norm for the past few weeks now, and worry gnawed at your gut, intensifying at each unanswered call.

aventurine always found a way to reply, even with just a quick emoji or a rushed message. this silence felt wrong, alien. yet there was nothing to do but wait.

his eyes meet yours, the usual cocky smirk plastered on his lips as he promised, "i'll win this, and i'll come back. and i’ll ask you something important, but until then, wait for me." you had seen the slight tremble in his left hand, clenched out of sight behind his back. he tried to play it cool, but you knew. you always knew when the bravado masked a flicker of uncertainty.

something to ask? he seemed nervous, but you didn’t have time to ask then as he swooped you in by the waist, lips meeting yours for a kiss, bearing an intensity that bordered on desperation, devouring your questions...acting as if this was the last.

"liar," you whispered into the empty room. he always promised. yet, here you were, waiting for an echo in the silence, hoping this time wouldn't be different, that this was not a gamble he'd lost. the thought made your throat tighten. even so, you'd wait. because as infuriating and reckless as aventurine could be, you knew he always found his way back to you.

but you wake up to another morning, bed empty and cold.

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𝖑𝖆𝖎. not proofread. day 4 without aventurine, slowly going insane. especially when i see brags about doubles + lc raghhhh!! anyway, last letter yippee! ending then the extras! thank you for even reading this book :') my brainriot for aventurine is still strong so maybe a sahsr au or modern au?? i plan to write for caelus, finish dan heng's book, finish tartaglia. idk.

also a hint there(??) for what'll happen in the ending. i hope i can finish by this week. also sorry for the mistakes, grammar errors, misspellings in this book (def not lazy haha!). i write at night, yes until 3 am. lack of sleep gets to you lol