CHRISTIAN WATTPAD COMMUNITY 🥺❤️

Part 2 🥺❤️

I do not know who needs to hear this BUT ....

Imagine this . ❤️

It's 3am .
And the very thought comes to your head that many of us hoped never came to your head .
Suicide .
Your parents are fast asleep in their room and your little sister is fast asleep in her room which means they wouldn't even be able to stop what you about to do at this moment .
The voice in your head starts to become increasingly louder and overwhelming .
No one knows that you are being bullied and bodyshamed at school and you know you can't tell your parents because they won't believe you when you tell them that the neighbours kid they are so close with is picking on you so the only way possible is to end this . 💔
You've already wrote your suicidal note so that is sorted so the only thing that was left is for you to kill yourself , so you go over to the kitchen , get a pretty sharp knife from the draw , go back to your room , closed your door and sat on the cold floor .
With hot tears filling up your eyes , you knew this was it . 🥺💔
Slitting your wrists felt so satisfying but the pain hit you in your heart knowing how it was going to feel for your little sister to see you laying there cold and lifeless . 💔
You started to feel yourself slip away , until you were finally gone . 💔
The next morning your parents found you , they were devastated , they didn't know how to tell your sister so they kept it a secret saying you went to school early .
The news travelled fast before your bestfriend found out and guilt filled her insides . 💔
Everyone blamed themselves for your death but the person that was most hurt by your death was your sister , she was scarred for life because she wished she could stop it from happening but she was too young . 🥺
Point is , so many people care for you without you knowing . 🥺
And so does Jesus and when you slit your wrists , you breaking so many hearts , but mostly Jesus heart , don't do that . 🥺🥺🥺