Fortunate Girl

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I'm feminine
Not mean
Not a wuss
Just lean

I'm musical
Not sporty
Don't you dare
Call me shorty

I watch YouTube
I watch Vines
I'm somehow always
Online

I'm a hipster
Not a prep
But my secrets
Are never kept

You all know
Who I like
It's no surprise
You started this fight

They tell my secrets
To everyone the know
So I'm crying in a blanket
Hiding from the cold

I dress like a girl
When I'm around you
But I'm not girly
Like what I pretended to tell you

I'm only one
Of the boys
I love food
And all the noise

I'm not that smart
Actually
I'm not what
I used to be

I'm diagnosed
With Tourette's
But I know it'll
Be better yet

I'm not that one
Fortunate girl
I never wanted
The whole world

I've been grounded
My phone is cracked
And my crush
Touched my back

I'm not that fortunate girl
I'll get rid of my sad side
And I try to smile
But it hurts on the inside

I'm getting depressed
More then I know
Will I still want
To play in the snow?

I'm sorry I'm sad
So I must confess
Here I go, I'll tell you.
My depression I'll address:

I'm lazy
I'm crazy
I'm hazy
I'm mazy

I'm crying
I'm sleeping
I'm hiding,
Not seeking

I want to be inside
I want to be inspired
I don't want to end up
On the cover of "Wired"

I love fall
I love him
I take calls
I play the Sims

I lie a lot
Not very good
I'm better off
hiding in my hood

I'm still always that outgoing girl
I used to be
I just need to spend some
Quality time with me

I'm not the fortunate
Girl you know
This growing depression
Makes me want to go

I haven't told my parents
That I'm depressed
The only thing they know
Is of my Tourette's

Hi! I hope you didn't cry... :/ sorry about this chapter. This is inspired by MadMusician. Go follow my girly musical friend!

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