A Tour To Remember (Warped tour) COMPLETED (Ben Bruce Fan Fiction)

Losing Hope

I woke up to Kena poking my face

"Wake up, Wake up." She said poking my face over and over, that is a total lil Mitch move right there  

"I'm awake." I said smiling at her big blue eyes

"Okay  there is a man out dar that wants you." Kena said climbing down and out of the bunk, I looked at my phone we still have about 2 hours before I have to preform my new song I wrote last night

I Jumped out of the bunk and started to head to the living room, where I saw Ben sitting on the couch he quickly stood up when he saw me

"Skyler let me explain." He said grabbing my wrist

"No I saw it clearly, you straight up cheated on me." I said starting to cry

"I cant lose you Sky I want you in my life." He said still grabbing my hand

"Let go of my hand, you don't give a damn! and its killing me inside." I said getting out of his grip and running out of my bus in tears not looking to were I was running and soon I ran right into someone knowing it was Austin Carlile because of how he smelled  

"Skyler what is wrong sweetheart?." He said with a worried look in his eyes  

"Ben cheated on me last night." I mumbled into his chest while sniffling

"Really!? that bastard!" Austin said getting angry and clenching his fist

"Yeah would be alright if I hang out with you tonight ?" I asked

"Only if you will go with to a club with me and some other bands." He said with a smile on his face

"Yeah sure always up to dance." I said smiling whoa what are these feelings, Austin is so cute though

"Sweetness! its a club club so girls ware like party dresses." Austin explained

"Well then I guess I have to go buy a dress then huh." I said smiling up at him

"I guess so, hey arnt you on in like a hour?" Austin said looking at his phone

"Oh shit yeah, I will text you later, bye Austin." I said giving him a kiss on his cheek

"Bye Sky." He said

Just as I turned around to go back to my bus I saw Ben go in his, was he watching me? weird

alright I ran into the bus to see everyone has left to go help set up, I quickly threw on my black skinnys, adventure time shirt and purple vans **********pic on the side 

I looked at my phone I had 20 min to get there, I grabbed my lyrics and quickly ran out the door

"Im here guys!" I said gasping for air

I explained the song to them and they caught on pretty quick, I was proud of those lil shits

"You guys are next." The manger said

"FUCK YEAH!!" I herd Danny say, shit I have to face Ben

They got off Ben looked up at me with pain in his eyes, I walked right passed him without saying a word to him

We played 3 other song before we played my new one

"This song goes out to anyone who has been through a shitty childhood and those out there that feel worthless and misunderstood, I know that feeling way to good this song is called shot down." I said as the crowd went wild, in the corner of my eye I could see Asking Alexandria watching on the side stage, fuck it whatever I cued the band to start playing

"Since I was young I never felt loved,

I was starved, abused , misunderstood

had no one but my self

watta life for a six year old." I paused taking a breath

"I WENT THROUGH IT ALL ALONE!!

MOTHER HOW COULD YOU LISTEN TO MY PAINFULL SCREAMS!!!

HOW COULD YOU SIT THERE AND WATCH ME BLEED

HOW COME YOU DIDNT BELIEVE ME

I WENT THROUGH IT EVERYDAY,

Watta life for a hopeless kid." I could start to feel myself tear up, I angrily wiped them away

"Mirror Mirror I wish to be skinny, pretty and tall,

If I cut my wrist will I feel like I exist

Mirror Mirror cant you see what you're showing me

IS RUINING ME!!!" Kenadee beautifully screamed

"I met a boy at 23

he changed everything

I gave him all my heart

but I guess that wasn't good enough

BECAUSE YOU TURNED AROUND AND FOUND SOMEONE ELLLLSE!!" I screamed with all my heart

the guitar solo started while I stood there wiping the tears that came down my face, I looked at Ben when I started again

"I can't blame you,"I looked back to the crowd

"Who would want a girl with scars that she gave HERSELF!!" I shouted as I threw my arms out in the air like a eagle

"Every thought is a battle

Every breath is a war

and I don't think I am winning anymore."

and then the band got quite and I sang softly

"Mirror Mirror if I cut my wrist will I feel like I exist

Mirror Mirror if I starve myself will I be beautiful, forget my heath."

The crowd with ballistic, there were people crying some were fighting, and some were just cheering

"Thank you stay strong guys and please don't cut your self tonight, your more worth it then a stupid piece of metal." I said walking off the stage Ben had his mouth wide open still from shock

"You did amazing out there." Austin said hugging me and spinning me around

"Thank you, hey I have to go get ready i will see you soon." I said kissing his cheek

and heading to my tour bus tonight im going to try and look as sexy as possible, maybe i will get lucky with Austin ;)