Trust [boyxboy]

Chapter 3

I formed this big crush on Elliot from there on. 

I texted him the next morning when I woke up, but I figured he was going to be sleeping so I waited until about noon. He answered about 7 minutes later and my heart sang. I fall in love too quickly but this was only a mere crush. For I knew he liked girls too and I didn't want to fall too quickly. 

Elliot- hi

Kyle- whats up?

Elliot- just woke up

Kyle- Did I wake you up?

Elliot- no

Kyle- OK good =]

Elliot- why did you text me

Mabye because I have a crush on him and the night before we talked for 5 hours? Mabye because he said he might like me and I figured he would want to talk to me? Mabye because you told me in greater detail than I expressed in this that you wanted to have sex with me?

Kyle- why not?

Elliot- look. you dont have to text me all the time. 

Kyle- I want to though =]

Elliot- dont

Kyle- ok sorry

Elliot- i gtg bye

Kyle- ok?  bye

He is so confusing right? I don't even know what that was about. I guess i'll just give him some space and wait until he texts me. Thats always works. He will miss me and want to text me. He made me feel so special, and naughty, last night. Like nobody ever did before. I dont want anyone else. Could this possibly end in a relationship? One step at a time Kyle, one step at a time. 

Two hours later and every text I got I jumped up hoping it was him, but it wasnt. For the rest of the day I was hoping it would be him, but it wasnt. I was so nervous about going to bed because I didnt want to miss a text from him. I went to bed anyways though and when I got up I had a text. I got really excited, but it wasnt from him. Should I text him? I really want to. Should I? no I can't... 

Kyle- heyy 

no reply. This kills me how he said he didn't want to talk a lot. ill text him again later

Kyle- Heyy

no reply and its around 6pm... what if I say something like this...

Kyle- im so horny...

Elliot- really?

now he replies?

Kyle- yeah ;)

no...

Elliot- me too 

Kyle- so what do you want to do about it?

Elliot- what do you want to do to me?

Then we got into a disscusion on what we want to do to eachother. Why did he answer me then but not before? What if I said heyy again? Would he have answered?

About a week passed and we got into an argument. I didn't do anything wrong but he said he didnt want to do this anymore because he isn't bi. He said hes straight. At this time I believe he is dating my friend Terra. 

Well, how was I supposed to just say ok, when he completely used me. If he liked me then why did he just all the sudden get a girlfriend and say he doesnt like me? Did he lie to me? I know he lied to me about how big his penis is... 

Should I tell anyone about this? No, I shoundn't, he said not to. But do I care? no. I wouldn't do that though. I don't tell people secrets. I havn't even had a boyfriend and Elliot Cooper is asking me to have sex with him? How could I keep this a secret? I can't! I need to tell someone, mabye Anna. I tell Anna a lot. She is a very good friend. She is someone I can tell right? I'll tell her later. What if she doesnt believe me? Or what if she tells someone else? I have to show her the texts messages. I can't delete them. I have to show her. 

A few weeks passed and I decided to text him, don't ask me why. 

Kyle- hi

Elliot- hi

Kyle- look im sorry

Elliot- ok

Kyle- Can we still do this?

Elliot- sure

Why should I be apologizing? Why isn't he apologizing back? whats wrong with him? It's his fault!

Kyle- So, what do you want to talk about?

Elliot- idk

Then we got into a conversation about sex again and he asked for a picture. What do I do? Do I send one? It would be of my penis... uhm. Yeah ok? 

Kyle- you send one first

Elliot- no u

Kyle- No you or I wont send one at all.

Elliot- fine

So he sent one and thats why i know its not 6 1/2 inches... it looks like 3 inches. whatever. 

Elliot- like it?

Kyle- Yeah!

no...

Elliot- send one

Kyle- ok

I sent one and he was saying how he loved it and how much he wanted to suck it. obviously you arent straight. I don't know what you think you are but your not straight. 

Elliot- What do you want to do to mine?

Kyle- EVERYTHING!

nothing... but I wasn't going to be rude I kind of like him a lot and he has a nice ass. 

Elliot- describe

What? no? I don't want to. But I did and he kept telling me to describe it more. 

Kyle- So, what about that kiss?

Elliot- no i gtg bye

Kyle- wtf? fine bye

ARGG. WTF?!?!?!? So, anyways, tomarrow, my grade is going on a field trip to... Philidelphia... for 3 days and 2 nights. I can't wait to see who im going to be rooming with!