Crush Confessions

help!! me!! out!!

ok guys i know this is not a confession, sorry i havent been active much lately but i've been socializing more irl which makes me less sad, i guess¿?? ok move on to what this chapter is about, so basically this guy who i may or may not have a crush on, just asked me to go out with him as friends this thursday and bITCH I KID YOU NOT I WAS SHOOK AF I LEGIT WAS HAVING TROUBLE BREATHING ITS LIKE SOMEONE WAS CHOCKING ME. i was dying of happiness and fangirling for a good 3 minutes then i texted him "oh yeah sure that sounds cool" bUT BOIII I WAS REGRETTING MY ANSWER LATER ON. ALL OF MY INSECURITES GET INTO MY HEAD. WHAT IF MY ANXIETY GET IN THE WAY AND I'LL BE HUMILIATING MYSELF INFRONT OF HIM? WHAT IF I'LL BE AWKWARD AF WITH NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT? WHAT IF IM TOO UGLY AND WHEN HE SEES ME HE'LL BE LIKE 'GOD WHY DID I ASK HER OUT, SHES UGLY' IM HYPERVENTILATING I KEPT ON OVERTHINKING WHAT IF EVERYTHING GOES WRONG? I DONT WANT TO THINK MUCH BUT ITS HARD NOT TO WHEN A GUY JUST ASKED YOU OUT AND YOU'VE BEEN IN A GIRL SCHOOL FOR YEARS JFC AND THAT MAKES YOU'RE AWKWARD AROUND BOYS :( AND WHAT IF HE THINKS IM A LOSER I'LL BE REALLY SAD IF HE THINKS THAT WAY. SO HE ASKED ME TO WATCH MOVIE WITH HIM AND BEING ME, I SEARCHED FOR CINEMA'S SHOWTIME NEARBY AND IM HOPING WE COULD WATCH JEEPERS CREEPERS CAUSE YKNOW SCARY STUFF WILL MAKE ME LESS AWKWARD IN CINEMA SINCE I'LL BE REALLY TERRIFIED. I JUST HOPE I DONT FUCK THINGS UP, GUYS PLEASE GIVE ME SOME ADVICE REGARDING THIS WHOLE SITUATION IM SO NERVOUS OH GOD I'LL UPDATE WHAT HAPPENS