Whiter by the rain ( A Lana Del Rey FanFiction)

Jazz&Blues

Zachary and I finish the breakfast and we start staring the each other without much to say,or better with lots of things to say but the words seem to the die just we you think you can say them.
-Why are you divorcing?- It seems the only right thing I can wonder.

-I was waiting for this quesion,my wife and I got marry when we were just kids,her name is Ashley and she is very fashionable but even though I really loved her and I like thinking she loved me too,we were just too young and what seems so exciting and dangerous at the first place then..there..-He looks sadand I could swear I noticed a sparkle of love sickness in his eyes

- Just lost its meaning- I put a dot at the end of his phrase.

-Yeah,that's it.-
-Do you ever miss her?-I can't stop myself from asking this questions.

-I thought I did but the last night I just realized that I missed being loved and taking care of someone else.-
-Yes,I see.-
-Do you ever loved somone so hard to make you think you could die for that one?- He aska me suddnly with and incredible attention.

-I loved lots of people and I like thinking some parts of me died when those people walked away and take them with them.-
-You are so young Lana-
-You are too young to talk to me like that-
-You do not know my age-
-About 30-
-I'm 31-
-I was right after all-
-Yes,guess so-
-What are we?Am I going to see you?-
-I hope so,you are so special,sing me something-

Dum.Dum.Dum.
Smell of wishkey parfume of you
I met you on the Broken Avenue
I miss you already,but I barley know you.

You make me feel so strong
You make me feel young and beautiful
You drive my mind
You blow my spring wind.

Do not walk away.
Do not leave me this way.
Be forever mine
Come and chase me guys.
Da da dara rara dada dara ra ra
I've just met you boy
I've just met you on this avenue.
But I am I love with you.

- It's so overjoyed what its name?-
-Dunno just created it-
-Please call it "Avenue"-
-Yes,I like it,do you have to go to work?-
-No,Fortunatly it's my free day- We're sitting on his couch and he made some Chinese tea with some delicious swiss chocolate,my head is lying on his torso and we're having such good time.I don't even know this guy,I don't know why I feel so safe and sound with him right now,he's like my saviour.I really fancy him.

-Look,Zach,I really like you- He watches me and I feel in heaven,his amazing eyes,I'm feeling so dumb and high right now.

-So do I,Lana,but I'd like to know you-.

Know me?This guy would get away as soon as I could if he'd know me,I really feel I could enjoy this summer with him,but can I really trust him?I just know that he's a chef,he lives in this beautiful flat in Manatthan and he's so ordinary...and me?I don't even have a place to call "home" I live sometimes in a little loft or under the stairs,but I like to sleep on the beach down in California and I like to camp under the main oak which is placed downtown at the Bronx,I love strawberry liquor and sometimes I really hit the bottle.I don't have contacts with my family since I run away three years ago and I sing in pubs and festivals for a living and because I love singing,but this guy isn't like me,he's magnetic like a mistery but in a good way.

-Why should we mess everything up?Listen,let's make a deal-

-What kind of deal?-

I seattle myself on his legs and I caress his soft and rough face

-Let's have a summertime love story-

-What?-

He stops my hands and he waches me deeply in my eyes.

-Let's live the days,you can stay with me as long as you will want,and I'll do the same,we will know the each other by staying togther - he stops watching me and his hand are lying on my hips- But we won't sit down at dinnertime with me dressing like a little child for Christmas Eve and you like a James Bond stuntman.- A little smile appear on his lips and a sparkle shines in his eyes.He watches me and he kiss my cheeck.

- Then,guess we'll have fun-

I smile to him and he kiss me tenderly smiling on my lips.

Life has never been so sweet.

NOTES:

Hi guys!Thank you for reading my story I hope you're loving it,shout is you have some advices or if you don't like something in it.Sorry it's taken so long to update,but I hope you love this chapter.

XOXO Steph.