Dangerous Obsession - ziam/zarry(mpreg)

Chapter 14 - The Truth (P-2)

ZAYN

To say i was shocked will be beyond understanding. I was so wrong about Harry i thought he was ruthless, filthy, arrogant freaking bastard who want what he wants. I thought he was one of those stubborn man who thinking they are the king of this world and treat people like they are just mud beneath their shoes. But he is totally opposite of what i thought. I feel guilty by judging him by his appearance. But today i was happy just because of him he told me his biggest secret never have i ever thought that he might be hiding this much of pain beneath his calm and sometimes angrier facial facade. He has gone through so much and after this i only have so much of respect for him in my heart. Now im gonna be the good boy and tell him mine part.

I cleared my throat which was feeling dry like i need to drink litres of water just to calm myself.

"Liam and i meet when i was just 17. We've been in realtionship for 4 years but it came to an end when he decided to cheat on me" Harry's grip tightened around my waist he got stiffened when he heard about Liam. I know how much he hates Liam he almost lost me. But i still don't know what am i to him.

"My family got murdered by i don't know whom. I was 7 back then when that happened. Unlike you i didn't got only my sisters killed but my mom,dad too. No one will ever know how much it still affects me. It was my birthday when i woke up my whole family was ready to celebrate my day i was so happy seeing there happy faces. I don't like to celebrate my birthday but still for them i decided i would just be a good boy for them and let them be happy. After breakfast my friends came and asked me to hung out with them so i agreed. My whole day until evening was perfect. I was so happy that i didn't even called home once just because we were roaming around and having fun. Everything changed when i stepped on my doorstep. I was ringing the doorbell for like five minutes stand outside but no one opened the door i thought may be no one was home.. so i tried to twist the doorknob well to much luck door was open but i didn't paid attention on it earlier because damn i was in fucking happy happy mood. I stepped inside and everything was so quiet even the slightest movement of yours you can hear clearly. I started to walk towards kitchen because i was starving but when i was going there i saw blood on the floor forming pool around and then i saw my mom and dad lying there on cold floor blood running out of there chest just were the heart belongs. Despite all this i couldn't move i was glued to the floor for good 30 minutes not taking my eyes of them and after realisation hit me i started shouting trying for any help that i would get i got to them as fast as i could i had my mum's head on my lap my whole clothes were cover with blood. I was- Harry i- " i broke down i could say more about this this was just like having those memory back

"shh zayn you don't have to continue if you don't want. It's ok. i've got you. Shhh"Harry was helping to catch my breathe that i don't know i was holding him like my life depend on him. After a while i was back again stable. But still the pain was so much to handle it was like I'm living my nightnightmares again. The memories I was running from came back to me. But i feel better by telling someone whom i can trust.

"After a while i remember about my sisters they were with my parents when i left. I ran upstairs to look for them and when i got in their room i saw the same scenario the blood. All three of them were on the ground with blood covering them same how i found my mum and dad. I couldn't protect them. I was so fucking busy enjoying my day when my family was going through so much pain. Harry it hurts...it hurts so much sometimes i want to kill my self. You know when i got kidnapped by Liam and he raped me. I was so depressed that i wanted nothing but to die. I was disgusted by myslef i couldn't do anything to protect even my self from him. Harry he constantly use to rape me and i would beg him to stop but he wouldn't even stop he use to do whatever he was doing like I'm just an object that is satisfying his needs. I'm so useless,worthless Harry."

"I didn't knew he worked for a gang in this whole 4 years of relationship with him. I thought he was a good person but i guess i was so wrong"

"Look here zayn your not useless or worthless. Your my world Zayn please just don't say shits about yourself. I know you have gone through a lot and it's hurting me to see you in tears. Don't Z don't do this with yourself and don't even think about hurting yourself i don't know what i will do if you hurt yourself. And don't worry about Liam Z i will take care of him personally. I won't let him just go this easily with what he did. I already was going to kill him but hearing you about what he did makes me wanna just rip his head off right now but im just gonna wait for right moment. I will get your revenge Z i will"

And again i was relieved hearing him i wrapped one of my hand around his waist and one was on his chest, my head on his arms. I looked up to see him already staring down at my face. He leaned down his breath fanning over my face, his lips just inches away and i wanted nothing more but him to just kiss me already. It's like he heard my thoughts in a second his lips were on mine. It was slow and passionate at first but after a minute or so it started getting heated, hungry like he is afraid i would disappear if he left me. I was matching his pace with same hungry. Fire ignited throught my body i wanted more. More of him this pleasure of so amazing i was at cloud nine. Soon we both were fighting for dominance,tongue battling and exploring each other. This feel so good i forgot every pain i had. And this lead us to have second round of what we did in morning.

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Back after day's but was kinda busy with stuffs going on. Hope you enjoy your day. See ya guyz soon again with hopefully another chapter..!!