Dangerous Obsession - ziam/zarry(mpreg)

Chapter 25 - A Day With Mum

Harry.

Today is the day i will spend with my Mum. She doesn't know that I'm gonna be there. I want to give her surprise. She would be so happy to see me. Zayn know this so it's good right. He wanted to go but i told him that my mum doesn't know about me being gay and i want to tell her everything so next time i would go there i would take him with me. He understands this and reluctantly said me to go ahead with a smile that lit my day up.

So here i am buying chocolate as she don't like flowers much. Chocolate is her favourite she can eat a lots of them and i always use to be like "oh my god how can she eat that much". Seriously sometimes i use to get worried about her eating habits. They were ridiculous.

I entered the now familiar hospital. Every doctors and nurses know me well here due to my everyday visits. I know their names and they even talk with me when they are free to do so. They all think I'm a great man helping my mother with her health but they don't know that in reality I'm a monster that kill people and sell drugs. I should be ashamed of all this right but I'm not because this is the only way to keep up with the bills of hospitals, saving for her operation, my living and now zayn is added in the list but i earn enough for all of us.

I entered the room. There she was lying on the bed looking outside of the window. She looks good know. As if she felt the presence of someone she turned towards my way and a huge smile got it's way on her lips. I know she was damn happy to see me here and i felt the same. It's been a while since i last saw her because of all the tantrums of Liam i didn't got time.

"Hazzabear come give a hug to mum" she was literally shouting.

I chuckled at her childish behaviour and hugged her tightly..i was so happy.

"You little brat. How could you do this. why didn't you came and saw me. I was so worried about your disappearance. Harry Edward Styles if you will ever repeat this I'm gonna cut your balls remember it" what the fuck..what did she just said. Really balls..i was frozen where i was.

"Mum language" i narrowed my eyes towards her and scolded her. She was smiling sheepishly towards me.

"I was busy in work mum i know i didn't came to meet you but you know all this past months  all this work is like a load on me and I'm tired as hell due to all this. I'm so sorry mum. I missed you soo much. Please forgive me". I know she will understand me.

"Alright but just don't shut me down completely please if ever anything like thia happens just come visit me just for a minute it will be fine with me but please don't scare me like this". She smiled

"Yeah" i smiled back.

"How are you mum?".

"I'm all fine hazzabear. I missed you too so much. What about you?. You look tensed and i know you wanna talk about something so just spill the beans already".

Here comes the most dreadful part. Oh god im nervous.

"Ah..mum i need to tell you something. Mum please don't judge me and first hear me out then say something please". I was pleading her and she smiled.

"Go on hazzabear i won't say anything unless you finished your talk".

"Mum I'm gay. I know what you may be thinking but mum i like a guy. I seriously like him a lot mum he is everything to me. I can't imagine my life without him. Mum he is truly an amazing person he wanted to meet you but i didn't told you about what i am so i told him that i will take him another time. Mum you opinion matters a lot to me. I never thought i would like someone just because of my past i lost everything and you know it but still i see hope of my future with him. He always makes me feel things that are new to me, that i never use to feel sometime i get frustrated with it because i don't know a damn thing about it. But he drives me carzy. He had gone through a lot just because of his crazy ex and his past. His ex is still behind him and i don't know what i will do if anything would happen to him. I won't be able to forgive myself. I just don't know what i would do. I really hope mum you would support me in this". I finally realised the breath that i didn't know i was holding and when i saw her she was smiling. Wait is that means she approves my choice?. Is that means she don't hates me. Oh my god or she is just going to explode. So much questions are running in my mind right now.

"Hazzabear i won't judge your choice. I know you really like him by the way you talk and please i won't stop you from doing what you like. Baby you are my only son your happiness matters a lot to me and if you are happy with it I'm always with you. Live your life hazza i know how much you need this. You've been through a lot too. You have lost many things in your life and i don't want you to lost some more just because of my judging and all. I know you. It's great that you feel something like this and i don't have any problems with what you like. I'll be glad to meet him. But hey you really need to get hold of all this. I really wanna meet that mysterious man of yours ok". I was soooooo happy. Oh god this was really getting on my nerves since morning and now i feel so good. She is literally the best mum.

I hugged her tightly and repeatedly said thankyou. She didn't knew what she said gave me the most happiness in my life. Now she will meet Zayn soon. I promised her that next time i would be with Zayn. The rest of the day was our catchup and whole lot of her gossip that she is been dying to talk to and as a good boy i was i heard everything she said happily. This day was sooo amazing.

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Told ya more updates would be there today and as i said here is one more.. i will write maybe one more i don't know but let's see. Enjoy lovelies❤