Dangerous Obsession - ziam/zarry(mpreg)

Chapter 27 - I'm A Mess.

Warning⚠:- This chapters contain mature scene. Read only if you are comfortable with a gay sex. I'm not forcing you to read it so read it on your own risk. Last part of the chapter contains the sex part but till that it is normal so you can skip it.

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Zayn.

Yesterday after Liam's unexpected call, well it was more like threatening call. I was devastated. I can't think of anything. I need to talk about that and my you know so called "super secret". But I'm still afraid i feel guilty like I'm putting my baggage on his shoulder instead of sorting it on my on. I seriously wanna tell him everything i don't wanna hide it. If he got to know about it from someone else he would never trust me, he would think i had betrayed him and i can't do that. I trust him enough to share my secrets. Right now I'm a mess.

I had made my mind when he will come i will tell him everything that I'm hiding from him. Lou was right he needs to know yeah i don't know what we are but we are something so i can trust him and no more hiding. This was it when Liam actually betrayed me i know how it feels when someone do that. He thought i wasn't good and maybe he fell out of love. He thought i wasn't enough to satisfy his needs. Yeah i have stopped trusting anyone but with Harry i feel different. I feel the need to tell him everything. But mostly i feel safe.

It's been months like really what five months I've been staying with him but i lost the thought of running from here. Yeah at starting things were different i use to think of ways to run away from this house but now its our house. The thought has long gone flew out of the window. Maybe half of the reason is Liam cause i don't trust him. He has just made a record to ruin my life. Don't he works for gang,don't he have business to do, don't he have people to kill, isn't he a leader?

For god sake who be around someone just for a bloody obsession. I wonder what is it  must be some serious issues with his brain or might be a brain damage. If i wouldn't be in such drastic situation i would have laughed on my thoughts.

After waiting for a while, by waiting, i meant waiting hours for Harry it was twenty past seven when the front door opened and in came my man (only in my thought) couldn't speak it out loud. He was tired but i need to tell him no matter what.

"Hey. How was your day?. You look tired". I asked after giving him a glass of water.

"Hey babe.I'm good just lot of work today. What did you do today?" He questioned. It was time to talk now.

"Nothing haz just scrolling through social accounts and calling lou for a nice chat" i answered sincerely. He smiled and kissed me on my forehead i closed my eyes and savoured the moment. It was rare we spend time together nowadays just because of his hectic work load.

"I need to talk to you haz. It's important" as those left my lips his expression changed from smiling to concerned.

"What is it. What happened did Liam did anything? Tell me Z" he was panicking.

"Hey, hey first here me out please haz, don't speak in middle please let me finish first ok". He just nodded.

"Remember when Liam came to this house when you were away for some trip". He tensed but nodded nonethelessly.

"H-he told me that i can get pr-pregnant and he told me if he would get hold of me this time he would be sure to get me pregnant he said he won't be holding back and for confirming what he said was true or just his  bullshit of traps i met a doctor and he confirmed it. I can get pregnant it is rare but yes I'm an exceptional case and yesterday Liam called he threatened me saying he will get me soon. I know he is planning something he said i would never be your I'm just his". His grip on me tightened and i was so caught up in the moment i didn't knew he had hold my hand in his. His expression was like someone has ignited fire inside him. His eyes were a dark shade of green almost turning in black. I can feel anger radiating from him.

After a moment of silence he started to speak.

"Yo-you can get pregnant?". Oh god out of all i said he just have to point out this.

"Yes. I can". I stated calmly. In a matter of second i was engulfed by an bone cracking hug by haz. He has tears in his eyes and it made me happy.

"Baby you made me most happiest person in my life. You have blessed by this. You are amazing Z. You don't have to worry about Liam i promise i will take care of him. You just don't worry. He won't lay a finger on you and i will make sure of it. He can't get you Z . You are mine. I won't let him get you  . You are so lucky you have this ability in you. You are an amazing person Z". It made me so emotional i couldn't control my own tears. I was happy he was supporting, i was happy he wasn't made he understood me. That was all i wanted him to support me, him to understand me this was all i have asked for.
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⚠ The next part contain sex scene as i said read on your own risk.
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I wiped his tears and put my fingers at the back of his head and gripped his hair and made him lean towards me. Our lips met halfway and fireworks ignited my body as we kissed. I missed his lips on mine. I seriously wanted more. I sat on his lap and straddling him as we kissed furiously. Nothing could be heard just the harsh beating of our hearts. I was on fire. Within a second harry flipped us and pushed me on the couch without breaking our lips. He hovered over me as his hand made it way beneath my shirt exploring every corners of my skin. He broke the kiss and started kissing downwards towards my collar bone and neck. He nibbled on the flesh and licking it making me moan with so much pleasure. My toes curled with every moment passing by. My hands still gripping on his hair. He started unbuttoning my shirt and in no time it was somewhere on the cold floor and i did the same. We were both shirtless i can see his eyes were filled with lust diluted pupils said it all. He made his way down he started sucking my nipples and other hand playing with my second pleasing me with more needs and want for him. He took my pants as well his pants off with his mouth still on my nipples sucking hungrily. We were both in just our boxers. The only piece of cloth on us and i wanted it gone.

As if hearing my thoughts he removed the only cloth on both of us witb in a swift motion of his finger. We were totally naked, skin to skin contact and it made me hard. I started grinding on his lower part. Making him moan shamelessly. He kissed my stomach and got lower and lower, kissing the skin near my cock. Without even warning he took me inside his mouth and i moaned with the sudden pleasure. Oh god this feel sooo good. I pushed my waist upward wanting more but he gripped on my waist and kept me in place. Teasing my head and testing my patience.

"Harry please" i whined. He was really testing my patience which was running out.
"What do you want babe. Ask for it"

"I-i wa-want you". He took me inside his mouth fully. Sucking on my skin  and hands working on my balls doubling the pleasure. This was it i want him inside me.

"Harry i want you inside me please. I- want y-you to f-fuck me" i asked him for what i wanted because i could take this torture more. I want to feel him.

As i came inside his mouth he swallowed every drop of my cum and was on top of me fully on eye to eye level he kissed me. I could taste myself. Without wasting any time he positioned himself and entered me. Oh god the feeling...it is fucking sexy, no words to describe.

He grunted.

"oh babe so tight only for me". I was literally screaming his names. He thrusted inside and out with slow pace.

"Harry faster baby" in a moment he was going wild with his thrusts. Madly and hungrily kissing and thrusting and all you could here was grunts, moans and screaming.

"Oh yes..baby right there harder...oh fuck. Don't stop haz" after a while of more screams and moans we both came together me all over his stomach and him inside me. We were panting trying to catch our breath. Coming down from our high. This sex was god damn amazing. I loved it.

After that we cooked together and laughed. The night was spend by watching movies and cuddlings. This was the bestest day of my life in the arms of MY MAN.

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Sorry for the late update but was busy with works. So here it is a huuuggge chapter. Enjoy lovelies..❤