Chapter 41 - Forever And Always..

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Harry

It's been two months since we last saw  my mum. It's not I like I don't want to see her it's just that she is with a relative and currently out of here..somewhere I don't know about she didn't told me anything just a call. I was mad at her for not telling me anything but then I realized that she needs to be out of here, she need fresh air somewhere she would feel alive again after all she had gone through a lot and now it's time for her to relax and be happy. I respect her decision. We talk sometime obviously over call but she is just too stubborn to even let me know where she is at least I know she is safe that's all I want. About our life everything is pretty much normal, everything is falling in place apart from the fact that Zayn won't let me touch him only kisses that's all I get. Frankly speaking I'm fine with that but I want him to feel comfortable again. I want him to be carefree again as he was before all this mess.

I proposed him after a week or so and he said "yes" that was to obvious but he said we can't have sex because right now he isn't comfortable with that. I know he is just scared after those horrible days and I won't push him any further I'll just have to wait. Niall and Louis are going as usual strong they are pretty weird sometimes but those assholes are great company to be with. Gosh they behave like a three year old. Sometimes I feel like I'm only the adult between them all even Z behave like them. I swear one day I'll be a babysitter with many more child's around me. As for now I'm walking home I was just gone for a little work I got from my boss and that was like pushing me to do it because I said I would rather be home next to Zayn then to do a bullshit of thing I called work.

Zayn.

I was sat on the couch of my living room admiring my ring. This is my happiness,this is all I have ever wanted, this is how I have imagined my life to be happy and peaceful. I feel a little guilty because I've been pushing Harry away from me when I know I shouldn't and today I'm gonna let him in and let him love me. I was over the moon when he proposed me infront of our friends in a restaurant. Every single person was looking at us. He was down on his knee and asked me to "marry him" and I said "yes" the happiest I have seen him ever was the time I said yes to him. I can't let him down. I'll let him know I'm again my older self.

My track of thoughts were interrupted by "My fiancé" oh god this feel so good...I'm so in love. He smiled and sat next to me and pulled me towards him for a kiss as usual. He is really getting so horny I can feel it. We kissed for a while and then I said what he wanted for so long now.

"Haz let's do it. I want you" I said breathlessly. That's all it took to make his heart race. He pulled me again in for a kiss this time it was needy, like he wants more an urgency in his moves. I kissed him with same force lips moving in sync his hands on my waist and mine in tangled in his curls. The more he kissed me the more I wanted him inside me. It's been two damn months I've hold myself for doing this just because I thought I wasn't ready yet but now it feels so right. I want more of him. He stood up with me, my legs wrapped around his waist not breaking our kiss. On the way to the bedroom we were crashing into everything that comes along and we were too engrossed to even acknowledge anything around us. Finally we were in our room and he closed the door with his foot. I removed his shirt and threw it aside I don't know where. He put me on bed and hovered above me. He removed my shirt not yet breaking kiss and his hands exploring every part of my body. The touch that makes me moan his name. The pleasure was like an electrifying current have been circulating in me. After a fiddling with his belt for good three or more minutes I was able to pull his jeans down and I could clear see his little one have stood up. On darling I'm in same position as you are. He finally discarded the remaining clothes on his as well as mine. And we were both naked everything of his touching mine. And here I am giving you details shamelessly. He started kissing downwards on my jaw and collarbone give love bites on his way towards my nipples ducking one and playing with other after a while replacing the next one and doing the same all I could do was moan and moan his name. Oh god it's heaven. He got down towards my dick without warning he took it inside his mouth pleasuring me in every way possible and making MEGO crazy. I Buck my body upwards wanting more but he pinned me down with his hands around my waist. Oh god the things he do to me. After I came in his mouth. He teased my hole not getting inside and I was really getting impatient by the moment passing by it was torture.

"Tell me babe what do you want."he asked me. He was still playing with my hole not really entering inside.

"P-Please H-harry don't do this. I need y-you" I stuttered not able to say it.

"Tell me babe what do you exactly want from me"

"I-I w-want y-you inside me please h-Harry" and that's it he pushed inside me without letting me know yeah I know I said I want him inside but he could have told me he was going to and trust me is hugeee.. He started thrusting inside and out of me with so much force that I was like on cloud nine from the pleasure I was getting from his aggressive thrust.

"Oh god Harry" my eyes rolled back this all is too much. After a while I couldn't control myself.

"I'm gonna cum haz"

"Cum for me babe" and we both came together he inside me and me all over  his stomach. The feeling is so good I can't even  describe it. The feeling of me in his arms and our legs tangled, his arms around my waist and my head on his chest.

"Haz promise me you will stay forever with me. You won't let me go no matter how stubborn I would be. You would never let me go. Haz I love you" he kissed my head and I closed my eyes.

"Always and forever babe no matter what I won't let you go. I love you so much Z more than anything in this world".
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So sorry guyz I had this chapter in my draft from I don't even know when but I forgot to publish it...and I today saw this so now I'm publishing it ...I won't be able to publish this story till 10th of December because I'm having my semester exams ryt now so u guys have to wait..till then enjoy lovelies...❤❤

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