cento e quarenta e sete

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i have so many
questions running
through my bloody mind.

but the one
that's killing me,
that's ruining me,
it's becoming all
i wonder about.
and i can't tell if
it makes me
worried?
nervous?
anxious?
scared?
upset?

remember that time
we talked about how
we would be parting
ways soon enough?
and i said,
'we'll burn that bridge
when we get there.'
and you took it as
i would end things
completely and utterly
with you.
when all i had meant
was we'd talk about
what we do with
ourselves when
the time came
we would
cross that
bridge
when
we
got
to
it

so now,
my question arises
as we are no longer
together. and decided
to let go of each other.

is there going to come
a time where, we suddenly
stop being us? where, we suddenly
cease to exist to each other? are we just
going to end things wholly, utterly, and entirely?

is that going to happen now?

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