cento e quarenta e nove

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is it wrong?

is it wrong
that even though
we've decided to let
go of each other and hold
on, letting our love bleed in
a different way, with a different meaning,
that i can't quite let go of us
just yet?

i can't seem to
let go of our memories.
i'm talking about
deleting those pictures
of you off my phone,
ripping apart those polaroids
of us hanging on my wall,
shattering the framed
pictures of us sitting on my coffee table.
i can't bring myself to
delete our texts, our conversations,
for i go through them late at night
wishing to have that once again.
i can't bring myself to
delete our call logs,
delete your contact,
delete us.

is it wrong that i have such a hard time letting go?

is it wrong?

n° 149

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