SS~Found My Love, Again!!! (Completed)

Part 1

Sorry for updating late guys!!!!

At the same time,

Lafz kitne hi tere pairon se lipte honge
Tune jab aakhiri khat mera jalaaya hoga
Tune jab phool, kitaabon se nikaale honge
Dene waala bhi tujhe yaad to aaya hoga

Numerous words must have clung to your feet,
when you burnt the last letter of mine..
when you removed flowers from books,
you must have remembered the one who gave, too..

Looking at her photo, caressing the flimsy duppata which still had her fragrance lingering on them he gulped down his pain of being away from her. He has no other choice other than to be separate from her.

Teri aankhon ke dariya ka
utarna bhi zaroori tha
Mohabbat bhi zaroori thi
Bichhadna bhi zaroori tha
Zaroori tha ki
Hum dono tawaaf-e-aarzoo karte
Magar phir aarzuon ka
bikharna bhi zaroori tha
Teri aankhon ke dariya ka
utarna bhi zaroori tha

It was necessary for
the river of your eyes to come down..
[i.e. it was necessary for your tears to come down.]
The love was necessary,
and the separation was necessary too.
It was necessary that we both
had lots of wishes..
but then the falling off of the wishes
was necessary too..
It was necessary for
the river of your eyes to come down..

'I'm sorry Khushi. I'm so sorry.....you must be hating me now. I'm a puppet; fate played a cruel game with me and I cannot drag you in it. I miss you Khushi....I miss you so much.....will you ever be able to forgive me for the hurt I've inflicted on you. Why Khushi....Why always it is us? We were so happy to get married then....then it had to happen?'

Bataao yaad hai tumko
Wo jab dil ko churaya tha
Churaai cheez ko tumne
Khuda ka ghar banaya tha
Woh jab kehte thhe
Mera naam tum tasbih mein padhte ho
Mohabbat ki Namaazo ko
qara karne se darte ho
Magar ab yaad aata hai
Woh baatein thi mahaz baatein
Kahin baaton hi baaton mein
Mukarna bhi zaroori tha
Teri aankhon ke dariya ka
Utarna bhi zaroori tha

Tell me do you remember
when you stole my heart..
And you made the stolen thing
the house of God..
When you used to say that
you say my name while praying
and are afraid of ___
the prayers of love..
Those talks were just talks,
and somewhere, it was necessary
to drift away from those talks [as in, to break those promises.]

'You would have forgot me......in new life, in new happiness and I wish the same Khushi.....you deserve to be happy......wish I would have able to love you.....wish we had a chance at our love......wish I was there with you.....and I wish at least in next birth you would be mine without any hindrance of our past. I can't live without you Khushi but I can't live with you. What a cursed life I'm living....no not living. I'm just breathing. I don't know when my breathe will stop. A wish of mine will remain unfulfilled....a wish to die in your arms. Will atleast my wish come true? I wish to see you when I'll close my eyes for forever. But I can't come before you Khushi. I'll not be able to see your hate for me. I can't see you with someone else. I can't come to you not will be able to go away if came close. Kaise ishq hai yeh Khushi!!!'

A year and half later, Goa.........

'Khushi ji come soon we are getting late' Khushi looked up to smile at NK, he has been good friend understanding her and she is glad she has got someone like NK in her life. She has come to Goa to take some alone time from the busy life she is living from the past one year. She needs a break and agreed to instantly when NK announced for Goa trip.