Light ➳ TST, Thomas [2] ✓

epilogue

Dear friends,

My words may not matter anymore. My thoughts cannot be lightened after what had happened. I cannot trust anyone. I'm sorry.

After the Maze, I made myself believe it was indeed all on me, that I was an odd one out. I thought none of you would ever look me in the same light anymore. Despair braced me.

But now, now I truly do know what is despair. Sacrifices....I remember saying those words in that video. Those sacrifices were useless, he died because of me, because of me my best friend is gone- what kind of sacrifice is that? What kind of person would consider that necessary?

I was naive. I still am- my chance that Devon got was an act of a naive person. I should've never trusted her too easily; we all should've never trusted her. Look where it got us now.

My best friend is dead, Teresa betrayed us, Minho is somewhere far probably wishing he'd be able give up. If that is not the case, I do wish to give up after everything. I cannot focus, cannot continue anymore, I'm tired, we all are.

I just wish, when the last second in my life comes to have someone as him by my side. Someone who would carry on being himself and not give up when I did. I wish I could stop crying, look at the horizon, at sinking sun behind its heels and be happy again- knowing my friends are all safe as well.

But I can't. My tears won't stop spilling, so I do have only a few words left.

Thank you, Thomas. Now I do understand why you had a reason to thank me as well- you thanked me for being there.

Yours,
Aria.

(A/N):

Can you believe it guys...it's already the end of the second book. Oml, I'm gonna miss this series once it's over. Damn.

Anyway, I'm so shucking happy and so grateful I have such amazing people here, reading my shit, encouraging me to write. Without you guys I'd have nothing. I love you so so so much.

Anyway, a special thanks goes to my friend here, without whose support and constant messages I'd have nothing, truly. collideo you are just an amazing person, don't let anyone say otherwise. Thank you a hundred times for everything since I began writing here!! Love you❤️❤️

Then Salvatore_Princess Your comments are priceless. I'm so happy you're reading my books, so grateful I have your support!! Thank you!

A thanks to my queens, those who stayed with Aria and Thomas and who are all so amazing people. Thank you guys so much!! slytherpuffpotato
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Signing out for the last time in I see light, and waiting impatiently for I see fire to begin. Love you!!